#ncis s6 rewatch

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6x01 rewatch NCIS Last Man Standing

This was the first episode I watched when it originally aired. I distinctly remember the singing.

Why is poor Ziva always being injured on ZNN.

Love the first ever scene with Eli. Perfect how he's in the center of the shot, standing between her and her real family. It's heartbreaking how she's clearly feeling something on the phone with Gibbs but can't say. And then "A kiss for your father" and that's the first time in the scene we know this is her dad, because he certainly doesn't act like it. (I remember this moment from the original airing because of this reveal and what it says about their relationship.) This is love to him. Obedience and loyalty above all else, including her own wellbeing/feelings. It shows how she's a much better person: she was always uncomfortable with the way that means justified ends for him, much kinder, more willing to see the good in people, more searching for something good in life. That said you can see that Eli really did believe the means justified the ends, which makes him more complicated.

"I miss you, too. All of you. Even, uh, Tony." Ziva, my love. The subtlety of this, that he's the only one she mentions by name, but in the guise of critique.

Fond critique.

Somebody wanna tell her?

Love that Langer is supposed to be the Tony-equivalent but you gotta admit Tony is way more charming, even via video conference. The whole Pa, Timmy riff. ("He's insane." "Oh, yeah.")

This whole arc was really well done. Forgot they had Rivkin in episode 1. They really had a plan.

Forgot this conversation with Eli about what he wanted for his grandchildren. "Use her well." Say Tony and Ziva never ever about Tali in any context. Eli. My man. That is your literal daughter.

This is such a good Ziva and Tiva season. Gibbs being a much better dad (that long hug at the end of this ep; my heart). Insisting on tracking her down and bringing her back all episode. Then Tony basically standing between her and Eli later on in S6 and saying: you deserve better. I think maybe before NCIS it had literally never occurred to her that she did.

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6x02 rewatch NCIS Agent Afloat

I think we may need a rewatch drinking game: every time Ziva or Tony stares at the other's empty desk. This vocabulary is so well established on the show that all they have to do is shot-countershot, Ziva or Tony to the other's desk, and boom, all the feels. It's so clever because they never admit their feelings but it's the absence they're feeling in those moments. By 13x24 it's so established that he almost can't make eye contact with her old desk because it hurts too much. And when she comes back in S17 the last bit with her has shot-countershot to Tony's desk.

Ziva is clearly spending a lot of time mulling over Tony's loneliness and worrying about him. I do not understand how people watch this show and think she doesn't care about him. Like, she's the only one who has noticed him/gotten under his skin enough to know how lonely he must be. "Completely alone, away from all those who care about him." She has his number exactly.

This is such a good Tony episode. I'm thinking of the scene where he's at the card table questioning a bunch of bros. He's actually not one of them. He can hang, but he's smarter, more perceptive, more conscientious, and kinder than them. He also uses the class clown persona to great effect to get info out of people like the bartender.

I actually think the swimsuit pictures are partly because a picture of a gorgeous woman in a bikini says haha I'm a bro, but a picture of a gorgeous woman in cargo pants with her hair in a braid kinda says I love her, and that's a scary thing to admit to himself let alone other people. Had to have her up there though, somehow.

Ziva trying to join the MTAC call with Tony. In so deep and she doesn't even know it.

The way Ziva brushes Tony's arm and smiles all softly at him. "You could've called." And he searches her face. It doesn't have we-slept-together-so-why-didn't-you-call vibes but it does have I'm-here-for-you vibes and is a real gesture of friendship. I am leaning towards being convinced on this one. Old habits.

Love that whole exchange. Still beating yourself up about Jenny. We also got one of those Past-Present-Future constructions "You seem" "Taller? Hotter?" "Older."

"You get used to seeing someone every day. Talking to them. Relying on them. Then suddenly they're not there." I'm sorry Tony are we really talking about McGee here? Also ha this blocking walking down the corridor together facing each other (the only people to do this in the episode, in two different scenes).

Tony going fishing in Ziva's personal life as usual. If Tony wasn't there we'd never learn anything about her personal life from her. He's fearless about digging with her; she intimidates everybody else too much.

"A lot of things take McGee seconds". TONY!

The last little twist on the plane was good. And the actor who played the pilot was really impressive.

Ziva's face when Gibbs says Tony's going home and she says "Home"!

Ok so if we're going with "old habits" I can see what happened here. They think they're being separated for good, and then because they aren't they let themselves settle back into, well, there'll be time for that, no need to admit feelings. It's much safer to date other people because it's very scary to date a Great Love let alone admit you have feelings for them. Safe is better.

The way Ziva watches him at the end when he's being the life of their little gathering, telling funny stories. She may protest but she is really attracted to his goofiness. He's all silly and soft and also reliable - he's the same person no matter what. She hasn't had close relationships with men like that.

Tony's handshake with Gibbs. Great Tony episode. "It was never a punishment." 'Cause he's a good guy and a very capable agent.