#nctyet

[oftortured-blog]

i thought that said licking his ear and clarke got so /stares/ for a minute

that made my night..

[soldiiermade-a]

@nctyet

CHRISTMAS. 2016

        The last word of the text message is erased for the ELEVENTH TIME that day and Bellamy drops the phone into his pocket with an angry huff. Octavia hadn’t texted him to wish him any sort of Merry Christmas — and his first Christmas without his sister has proven to be one of the worst. He’s wearing a fucking tie, for Christ’s sake. And even though he’s been to a million of these Abby Griffin parties in the last decade, it doesn’t mean he’ll ever grow used to it. Honestly, it’s not the tie or the party or even the fact that Octavia hasn’t said a single word to him all day — it’s the fact that she’s still PISSED at him after months of trying to make it up to her. Bellamy’s been blaming himself enough for the both of them, but it hurts to think she blames him, too.

        He clears his throat and tongue darts out to lick at his lips as he makes his way through the crowd, politely nodding at people he recognizes as he passes. It’s full of doctors and lawyers and IMPORTANT PEOPLE who all seem to need a reminder on his name every year, as though they’re still surprised Clarke has chosen him. It’s been TEN YEARS after all — the fucks better get ready to have him around for the long run. He finds her in the kitchen, bent over the counter, frosting cookies. She looks adorable and it’s almost enough to make him forget that Octavia still hasn’t forgiven him. He leans back next to her and folds his arms. ❛ You’ve got red icing on your dress. ❜

[soldiiermade-a]

You are an awesome rper and I adore your portrayal and feel the need to express just how much I admire your writing. Send this to as many of your rping partners as you like to express the sentiment.

❤❤❤❤❤  ilysm my love, thank you for this!! 

[soldiiermade-a]

             when all those shadows almost killed your light

                                        for @spoopyclarkie for our magical garden verse

[soldiiermade-a]

@spoopyclarkie

          His sister is gone and the people he loves have all split up. They need to finish shutting down these reactors if they want to survive and he’s knows them taking multiple missions at the same time is necessary, but it doesn’t mean he has to like it. It doesn’t mean he can’t look next to him and see Clarke standing there and think this will be the last time she’s here for a while. He knows it’s not long, but that doesn’t make it any less hard. The anxiety of leaving them all — LEAVING HER — creeping through his veins.

          It makes him fidgety and he needs to ground his hand on the gun in his holster to stop him from messing with his hands. Something he’s forced himself to stop when he was a kid and his mother would say sit still, Bellamy. Always worried about appearances because appearances were the only thing keeping them alive. The Blakes were good at keeping under the radar. Not being too social that people wanted to stop by, but not being too closed off that they were suspicious. He’s lost the ability to do that, it seems. Now that he’s in the middle of everything, always volunteering for the most dangerous mission first. Before, he was invisible. Now, the blood on his hands is all they see.

          ❛ Clarke — ❜ Her name is low on his lips like always. The gravelly nature of his voice showing something whenever he talks to her that he doesn’t like to think about. SHE’S IMPORTANT. There’s no denying that he relies on her — they all do — but he’d rather not think about anything else. Not yet, she had said. And he’d took that to mean everything. They are still trying to shut down a threat. There is nothing more to think about than their survival. So, if he notices his tone changing, he doesn’t show it. Denial can go a long way. ❛ It’ll be fine. ❜

          And he doesn’t really need to say it. They’ve worked out the plan the best they can and it will either go well or it won’t go well. He’s stopping trying to look at the future brightly because the ground has never given him anything but darkness. But, in the end, there is no use in thinking it won’t be anything but fine. She hasn’t expressed doubt, but he can sense it coming from her tense body. They’re going on a new team. Not the one hundred. Not one another. And, while Bellamy will have Jasper, things between them haven’t been stable since Maya. Better than it was — but losing her had broken Jasper. And, in turn, it had broken the bond between him and the three people who had caused her death.

          They call Clarke WANHEDA, forgetting about the accomplices. Forgetting that Bellamy’s back would also not be able to hold all his kill marks. ❛ And don’t think about telling me about the plan for the fifteenth time today. I got it. ❜

[floathima]

👑

send me a url and i’ll tell you the following:

NO LONGER ACCEPTING!

MY OPINION ON;

CHARACTER IN GENERAL: clarke griffin is important to me?? she’s a female main character who’s bisexual, who gets to have two completely valid relationships with a male and female character, who gets to be both strong and soft, selfish and selfless, and she’s just?? so well rounded and so good and i love herHOW THEY PLAY THEM:  mA N you know you capture clarke so well?? you get all those soft and hard spots and those intimate reactions and motivations that people don’t usually take into consideration and i just like the very little details in your writing that make me see your characters super clearlyTHE MUN: man you’re so fun and chill and talented and awesome to talk to and idk i just vibe with you super well i think 

DO I;

FOLLOW THEM: absolutely so glad i didRP WITH THEM: so much i don’t even know how many threads we haveWANT TO RP WITH THEM: dude i don’t know how many threads we have and i still wanna write with you moreSHIP THEIR CHARACTER WITH MINE: YES BUT THIS WASN’T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN TO ME IT’S LITERALLY JUST YOUR CLARKE FUCK

WHAT IS MY;

OVERALL OPINION: guys i just love tot i don’t think you understand

**note: mun’s answer are all to be completely honest. don’t send url if you don’t want brutal honesty.

[floathima]

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oh my god marie don’t encourage her

[floathima]

do u ever start to ship something you were never gonna ship bc your writing partner is just so great but you’re mad about it bc how could this happen to me