#nd scared

[starcraftt]

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[briabella]

*where do i go? home? there is no home without her. i just keep driving till i stop recognizing street signs and i start seeing mountains. i’ve always loved nature, it has a special place in my heart. it’s the one place where i can find myself. it wasn’t till Bria that i found a second place. there’s something about nature that just feels..right. i parked the car facing the city, and immediately i just start crying. i start thinking about the memories. i then start to think about our first date. i took her to the beach, i planned it all out. that was our place. that’s where we said our first i love you’s, that’s where i said i wanted to spend the rest of my life with her.*

*i remember telling her all these things about the world being an ugly place, i and how she makes it so beautiful.* I need to go back. I love her, I love her, I love her.*I need her more than ever. I still love her, and she needs to know that. I quickly reverse, when all of a sudden everything went black* I love her.

-Armin

*I sit up in bed, a very odd sense of anxiety shooting through my body. The feeling was very solemn, it was almost scary how sudden it was— almost like a sign. A sign that said two simple things: “get up.” and “armin.” At that moment I knew.. I knew I needed to call him. I needed to know if he was okay. It’s not like him to be out this late even if he is upset with me. I’ve had many of fights with Armin but no matter how upset he was with me, he’d always be home pulling me close to him while he drifts off to sleep.*

*I click his name under my recents category and press the phone up to my ear. It starts to ring and my anxiety is through the roof.* “C’mon, min.. please answer.. please, baby..”*While I wait, I hurried start to pull on some sweatpants, one of his cardigan and my slippers before I grab my own keys and head out the door to my car.*

*It goes to voicemail once i’m in my car.* Fuck.. Min, answer me, please.. *I dial him once again, my heart racing as I hear the his phone ring.*