Idk anymore
How do you help someone who's depressed? You can't, right? What if it's one of your best friends? What if you've worried yourself to the point of breaking down? What if you literally don't think you can live without this person? Idk how to handle situations and idk why I'm put in these positions. He needs help, but he has a therapist. Does he go? Idk. All I know is he hates his therapist. He finished his depression pills... The past few weeks he has been broken. I can feel it, sense it, and I feel broken too when he is. When he cries, I want to cry. It takes all I have not to. He's the absolute sweetest guy ever. He refuses to talk to anyone. He said he likes building up a wall around himself. I want to help him, but hell, idek why he's upset. He supposedly liked me before. Like liked me. We became best friends, talked on the phone every night and told each other everything for about a month. He was always (still is) the sweetest thing to me. His laugh is my favorite in the world. His smile is the most precious thing anyone could ever see. His baby brother is too sweet. He is so cute. I can't stand for him to be in pain. It breaks my heart so much. He has burned and cut himself recently, but claims not to anymore. I keep encouraging him to talk to me, but he refuses. He claims he's okay, but he doesn't realize that I'm not. I'm not okay with him just "not caring anymore". I pray so hard for him everyday. Maybe this is God's resolution... just letting him forget all these feelings. He met this girl about a month into our best friendship and she started his depression I think, or at least triggered it. He really likes her and I couldn't be happier for him being with her. Id think they're dating, but he's been trying so hard to be with her. They are so cute. I love it. But the thing is, me and him don't talk as much anymore. We have one class together. He used to hug me every single time he saw me. Now ide think we've hugged in like three weeks. We were so close and I miss that. But the prob is, I have a boyfriend too. I wouldn't trade mine for anyone, but I want my BFF back. He used to wink at me all the time just to see me blush. Tell me I'm beautiful all the time. Support me through everything & anything emotional. I love him to death. Now he's got a girl, I got a boy, and I miss him. I don't want to date him or anything, like I don't have those kind of feelings for him, but I just need to know that he's okay. But I guess I'm not gonna... 💔