Day 6/7
Hey...its me again,
6. Merging yesterday and today together because I traveled across the state all day yesterday for a wedding. It really messed me up mentally. I left the reception early because I couldn’t take being alone by myself. It felt awkward because I thought at one point this would be me being loved just as hard and enjoying a first dance with who I thought was the love of my life. I was really heart broken that I cried for a good 2 hrs on the way home. I was so angry like I don’t think I’ve been that angry before.
7. Today I finally confronted him and asked to sit down and talk and to stop avoiding each other because it is very frustrating. He finally agreed to sit down and talk when I asked him super early this morning. But I came home thinking that things that maybe would change but I played myself because I came home to his new mattress that he order.
