I hope this is not gauche but I have to vent a bit even just to the ether. I am not exactly sad or at least not JUST sad. I’ve been working on my goals. Genuinely trying to take care of my health, setting up payment schedules with the friends I owe money too, practicing my religion, trying to achieve my individualistic goals that are in stark violation my religions laws, et al. It’s taking tons of mental energy to do this, fight my mental/physical illnesses, make it to my appoints/do the bebe steps. I’m watching motivational videos and they are reminding me to keep going but they are also bringing forward my tiredness emotion energy wise. Does that make sense? Anyway, I’m going to play some more video games with this “there are no times of rest only times of preparation” in mind. Please whatever you think of this photo/comment on it remember it was done with the best of intentions. #mentalhealth #mentalillness #goals #goal #needlessselfie https://www.instagram.com/p/B2KbqgMg31k/?igshid=115ay84hy6wz1