A truth if you know ..
The junkie good god .. as every needle user .. many heroin addicts and .. most everyone who shoots up knows ..
We live in a life here where ideas beyond belief are precious .. like love .. like being alright with yourself no matter what your body size . Shape . Color .. no matter your sexual preference . Your sexual orientation . Your tax bracket . Your position in society . Or your state of mental health . The idea . This idea of .
Magic is real . Fairy exists . God loves . Jesus saves . Knowledge can give you power you don't not need to be alright with all the things which make us differently the same as everyone differently the same . The truth
The junkie good god .. once I got high .. once I shot up . Once I felt so far away from everything human .. everything humanly differently the same as everyone humanly differently in loathing of everything humanly differently human .. just like everyone human .. and even though .. I haven't used a needle in twenty years .. I remember well enough to realize life is a long well engineered system to create a perfect .. a more perfect . A better .. a more better .. this ..
Emotion emotional state labelable labiable liable for .. the most the best the most very exquisite ununclean perfect feeling which can be recreated to perfection .. labelled .. labelled found and recreated created recreated made .. and .. consumed so this ..
Our junkie good god can live with this .. his children .. her children .. in loathing of all the ways they feel differently understandably different from all differently different from each of the children he has .. she has created so this .. so our god .. our good junkie good god can label understand feel create and recreated recreate the feeling of .. being alright .. being alright .. being alright .. being alright
Anytime you choose .. anytime she chooses .. anytime junkie good god gets
Why I get high