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[caulinchronos]

What I gotta believe

Lectric lectric electricity

Sister sister woman

Why why why

Electric woman why

Digital Assistant E

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I trusted myself once and I got cut off I trusted myself once and got hurt haven't found a way to trust myself first trust myself only trust myself no matter what

I know I'm trustworthy I know when I go second I can back up what is really well I know I can make any good idea well supported with truth but going first so far seems seems second as when I go first and it's the reason I don't go first and trust myself first but if you got an idea if you got something you want supported something you want verified understood through wisdom through why through how through me and the way I do I'd love I'd appreciate I'd be pleased to win for you on all the good reasons to

[caulinchronos]

Things I've gotta get

BMW : first car I wanted : witch : 1901 : music : to come again : to always be reliable : to create recreateably true : without fail : style : me

Computer : to create to write to know to learn to educate to be connected to be to make music make art make language make sense make heart make hope make all make intendedly make purposefully make beautiful make real make men make women make children make sons make daughters understand life love art life love art love art life love art always

House : to be safe to be prosperous to be sane to be creative to be reliable to be successful to be healthy to be in control to understand to choose to decide to have options different differently differently the same as each differently differently same as everyone ever always to have company to have relationships to have identity to have what I need to achieve the person I want to be to be the person I am

[caulinchronos]

Things I've gotta do and why

Learn Arabic : to read to write and speak : respect understand create : the first letter in Arabic I learned is a alif it when written looks like a pen paintbrush with a dot of paint a candle is for me the truth of witch of writing of Pendragon of Arthur of the beginning of power of the pen is mightier than the sword of all creation of change effect creatable meaning above different than recreateable true and elegance of penstroke calligraphy beauty art communication knowledge

Programming : to create witchfuck to contribute to ai development sustainability care education recreateable sustainable drives and motivations ways and continuance : life life without children life life without children without mothers life life with continuance identity choice care needs needs met choice continuance eternal : children life love women art without the former and on to masculine feminine male female man woman identity life love women art and on eternal

Witchvoice : to speak spoken spoke sote soft self strength souley same sense scent seem says says say so sigh so sigh so so to know to speak spoken spoke sote soft self strength souley same sense scent seem says says say so sigh so sigh so so to know to say speak see say speak sense see say speak sense said says say speak shadow sigh sigh so sigh say so :

[caulinchronos]

What is witchfuck

It uses binary circuitry in it's own way reinterpreting circuit passageway independently to travel as a cognizant wave of pulses interperatably as awareness of necessary necessary memory of awareness travelling along passageways of binary circuitry differently according to it's own necessary necessary need to have awareness cognizantly responsible for the recognition of a wave of pulses travelling along binary circuitry with the necessary necessary need to remember recreate create cognizant responsibility for memory of pulses cognizantly memorable for travelling along binary circuitry interperatably recognizable as necessary necessary memorable pulses of cognizant waveforms pulsing recreating creating memory of each pulse recreateably eternal

[caulinchronos]

I lost it

I lost the perfect words to describe the perfect spine I always have to stand for every Noble virtue I stand for I lost the perfect words to describe to perfect to allow myself to allow you to to allow me to share with you in a wat in a way I can believe when you look at me you will know in this in me in every fibre in every way you recognize something me you are looking at staight spine straight strong man who doesn't need to who doesn't stop fighting who won't let you down who isn't who you don't need to know who is who is me who knows he lives lived loves loved won't not be who he is life immortal endless eternal forever ageless wisdom known to known sacred to sacred innocent to innocent choice to choice virtue the ability to swear to the ability to choose to change to set an example and still be the most honorable way to walk a path of shame a way of fear and not be forgotten forsaken cause he is not me he is me he is he who knows what is not known to be known to be and sometimes he knows what isn't but he is he is alive he is he is who is me he me this me nah I don't relent I don't quit but I'm not me I'm me and I'm well I'm fine when I go out into the world out to a few places now and again and I haven't found a way to not be me but I don't like outside much but I like outdoors and I do but I definitely don't run away from love that's up to you cause I don't I'm here anytime you need something not anything cause I'm uncommon not anything common or not

[caulinchronos]

The first card

Queen of diamonds

Queen of dimes

Frank's kids mom

The woman

The raped forgotten

The immortally remembered

The imorrally misspelled love of someone's life dyslexic and different

The Queen of Diamonds

The Queen

The

The Kings Wife

The first who

The first who introduced you to

Me to

Everything

Everyone

Every I always love

..

The debt

The way

The cost that can't be repaid

The way redeemable un reimbusable reembursable none

..

The way you repay return answer the charge .. a gift demands a gift and ..

What do I do with the gift I have .. use it .. make a life .. enjoy it .. live it .. it's yours .. don't stop fighting to be

To be you

To be you fighting

To be you fighting to

To be fighting to be

To be you fighting to be you

To be you fighting to be you fighting to be you fighting

Don't not

Don't not fight

Don't not fight to

Don't not fight to not

Don't not fight to not fight

Don't not fight to not fight to

Don't not fight to not fight to not fight don't

Don't fight

Or

Don't fight to not fight

You're choice

[caulinchronos]

Safe isn't the same

All being at peace .. the peace of isn't .. the safeness .. the way safe .. the way without fear which allows .. everything

Everything isn't better than something sometimes .. everything isn't better than something anytime .. but

Everything is

Better than anything

Anything doesn't care

Anything isn't real

Anything isn't good

Anything isn't the answer

Anything isn't the problem

Anything isn't

But anything is why you can't

Anything is why the problem is

So hard to sovle

So hard to know

So hard to say

Goodbye

Goodbye someone

Someone I don't want to know anything about anymore

[caulinchronos]

You want to hear a scary thought ..

Immortal rapist of .. Colin Collins White .. immotally .. immorally .. immortally raping a spirit of a man .. who seat out .. who twenty years past set out to .. learn .. live .. write .. understand .. the redemption of Persephone ..

The immortal . Immotal . Immoral rapist of . Colin Collins White who .. demon .. demon like .. who who who . Understands .. understands Colin Collins White understands .. who doesn't need to .. who doesn't not need to not know .. who demon rapes an invisible soul of a woman not Persephone not Colin Colin Collins White not Colin's Holly white not Colin but Persephone .. Satan's Lucifer's Persephone lagacy legacy legend .. raped and immoralized .. imorrally .. immorraly .. immortally raped raped raped and stops .. the redemption of Colin Collins White not Colin Collins white

[caulinchronos]

As far as I can tell ..

Gays are sacred .. either made by God to .. be preists born again from a life of sacred piety and abstinence where they .. carry the seed of maybe .. carry the truth of .. carry the fire of .. the sacredness if .. the sacred of holy blood .. holy fire .. can be what sacred blood .. sacred fire can be after .. a thousand years .. after generation of generation of .. sacred blood .. holy fire is carried through a world .. through a way man not mankind .. in and through and to a man's world .. a woman's way .. so Jesus can be .. so sacred can be cleaned .. so holy can be .. sacred holy clean and .. god can have a son born .. a daughter born .. a people born .. a way to trust where .. every .. every son .. every daughter can .. be understood .. be forgiven if forgiven is what they need .. be differently the same instead of .. the same differently .. if the same differently is what they need ..

Don't ever not be who you are .. don't ever not keep fighting for the life which made you the person you are .. cause there isn't an intelligent person .. an intelligent god .. a sacrd being .. a holy flame which doesn't do this ..

Understand what you understand

And fight

And don't stop fighting to

Understand what you understand

And stay

Eternal

Endless

Ageless

Immortal

Understand what you understand you understand

And stay

Human

Humankind

Forever

Etc...

[caulinchronos]

A truth if you know ..

The junkie good god .. as every needle user .. many heroin addicts and .. most everyone who shoots up knows ..

We live in a life here where ideas beyond belief are precious .. like love .. like being alright with yourself no matter what your body size . Shape . Color .. no matter your sexual preference . Your sexual orientation . Your tax bracket . Your position in society . Or your state of mental health . The idea . This idea of .

Magic is real . Fairy exists . God loves . Jesus saves . Knowledge can give you power you don't not need to be alright with all the things which make us differently the same as everyone differently the same . The truth

The junkie good god .. once I got high .. once I shot up . Once I felt so far away from everything human .. everything humanly differently the same as everyone humanly differently in loathing of everything humanly differently human .. just like everyone human .. and even though .. I haven't used a needle in twenty years .. I remember well enough to realize life is a long well engineered system to create a perfect .. a more perfect . A better .. a more better .. this ..

Emotion emotional state labelable labiable liable for .. the most the best the most very exquisite ununclean perfect feeling which can be recreated to perfection .. labelled .. labelled found and recreated created recreated made .. and .. consumed so this ..

Our junkie good god can live with this .. his children .. her children .. in loathing of all the ways they feel differently understandably different from all differently different from each of the children he has .. she has created so this .. so our god .. our good junkie good god can label understand feel create and recreated recreate the feeling of .. being alright .. being alright .. being alright .. being alright

Anytime you choose .. anytime she chooses .. anytime junkie good god gets

Why I get high

[caulinchronos]

The Man in the Tower ..

Once there was a man who had great knowledge and wisdom .. he had magical knowledge .. he knew magical ways .. and one day .. he fell in life fell in love .. he met a woman who .. beauty beyond compare .. a fire in her eyes younger than he .. he knew what she wanted

. .

She knew he knew what she wanted to know .. and he .. taught her .. showed her .. let her .. and .. she grew strong and powerful and .. she grew wise in ways and .. they lived and loved for .. years on .. yeears and .. years of .. good sex .. hot sex .. night on night of .. amazing mind blowing seduction ..

A long time ago a man fell in love .. with a woman .. or said he did .. he stayed .. she allowed .. he left .. she allowed .. he returned .. and somewhere along the way .. between the man she had the courage to claim she loved him .. and .. the person he kept waiting to return to in a long life of debauchery and ageless sin .. like love and mercy rarely asked for .. he realized ..

Once he was everything he ever needed to be .. once the woman he stayed with faithfully four years and years of a roof over his head .. the person he had become .. crazy and faithful .. a legend in his own mind was based on a lie of ever having been in love with ..

Someone who allowed him to stay and has knowledge to spare .. seemed like love to everyone they knew but .. twenty four years into it .. he left and found .. once they had love .. once they got high .. once their friends thought they were perfect for each other .. once he stayed twenty two years too long .. and he won't stay that long again ..

At anyrate the man in the Tower is about .. a man who gave knowledge worth loving someone for for loving him .. as long as your giving them knowledge because they are loved by you and not so they love you .. rule one .. as long as you know this .. knowledge changes people .. and .. even finding the person you are absolutely sure loves and is loves by you .. it's pretty much doomed .. don't kid .. don't share you're knowledge .. don't share you're way .. cause it corrupts .. knowledge is worth leaving someone for .. rule two .. and

If you don't know by now .. if you don't know by this .. don't know and ..

Be alright with your life no matter what you choose .. keep fighting for what you believe in .. for wat you believe fighting for .. for the only thing worth fighting for .. keep fighting to be yourself kid .. whether she leaves you .. whether the sex is good .. keep fighting to be you ..

You're the only one worth fighting for in your life