Jun 7, 2019
I feel lost.
I feel alone.
I want to do fun things like go to the store together, shopping, museums, etc, but every time I bring something up that I really want to do it seems like it’s the last thing he wants to do. I really, really wanted to go to the Dinosaur Museum with him in Waukesha. Just because I didn’t want to have sex that day he refused to spend any time with me. It feels like 5 years have been wasted for someone to use me for things only they need. I can do sex and chores. I also want to do adventures and memories. Two totally different ends of the spectrum, but equally important in my book.