Others look beyond the storm clouds to see the rainbow.Ā
I see more rain.
It might be a matter of perspective,Ā
It might be this darkness in my brain.
A void I cannot share,
Unless I want to let everything go.
We all have places inside, that no one ever knows,
but my Darkness is in a league all its own.
I donāt see in color; I live in shades of gray.
I donāt look forward to tomorrow -Ā
I awake thinking only,Ā ācome what may.ā
Head on, Iām driving head on into the night
The sun has set and taken away my light
Canāt turn around on this one-way street
Forced to face the challenges Iāll meet
On the other side, I donāt know what I will find -Ā
Iām charging head on, rushing blind.
Finding the light in lightning,Ā
Feeling the rain drown today away.Ā
Donāt know what tomorrow brings.
Compelled forward,Ā
but I canāt surrender my Darkness.Ā
Itās my truth to hold, a truth youāll never behold.Ā
Iāve gotta face it head on.