I'm convinced I'm losing my mind. In some ways I think I have to be crazy to still want you, to think you would still want me. I can't sleep. I can barely eat. I miss you everywhere. There isn't a place I can go without memories of you. I watch you drive past me like I'm not even there. I know you see me. Some days I swear you drive past just to make me see you. Does it hurt your heart like it does mine? I can't even escape you while I sleep, you haunt my dreams. There is no place where I don't see you or want you. If there is a hell this is it and I am living in it.












