Sep 4, 2025
Happy 29th bday A!!!
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Happy 29th bday A!!!
Funny how I’m able to mask everything. But who knows, maybe they do know. I never talk about how I feel, no one knows unless they think I’m feeling a certain way.
But yeah no point talking about how I feel because if my feelings don’t matter to the ones I care for then why would it matter to anyone else? Hmm.. not really the right way to think of it but that’s how I want to see it as..
Yeah I don’t really talk about myself unless I’m making fun of myself.
Besides all of that bullshit about me, I miss you and I hope you’re doing well and pick yourself up when you’re down. I still care about you. Sucks though. Sucks seeing that you been through all of that and I’m just here collecting dust.
January 2017
About two years ago. You applied at my work place and since that day it fucked me up even more. Like the shit that was bothering me was drifting away and when you started working with me, fucking waves, no I mean, fucking tsunami pushed it all back to me. I was so close of forgetting who you are and you came back into my mind and now you're imprinted in my head. Like a tattoo, no wait, engraved onto my skull and it's fucking killing me. If there's a poison for me to forget you I'd take it.
Happy birthday to you.
Happy 19th!
9/4/15
It's almost your birthday.
Stay happy
9/3/15
Should I be glad that you're still around for a while?
June 25, 2015
So now all of a sudden I'm your coworker? Something that I least expecting.. Does that mean I will see you more now? Probably not because I'm always out working. Was this just a coincidence? I've read your text and sorry I didn't reply. I'm too scared to. To this day, I still don't understand how did I hurt her. Explain. I've asked her about it and she doesn't know what you're talking about. Please let me explain my half, someday. Sorry, I'm scared around you, believe me. Fucking kryptonite..
I'm just trying to stop thinking or caring about you. You were never there anyways. I conditioned myself to think that we are friends but we're not, so now I'm obsessed. I hate this feeling of losing you even when I've never had you. How can this feeling be so deep when you were never mine?