#negative nessa

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Commissions aren't coming in as far as I hope. It really really sucks to struggle so much with this.

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Part of me wants to give up on my.dream.. But that's just me telling myself I can't do it. If I keep up that mentality, I won't be capable of anything.

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I wanna play a modded minecraft world with my buddy but everytime she tries to join my server she gets an error report that a file is missing..

I JUST WANNA PLAY WITH MY FRIEND WAHHHH..

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I really miss going places like Hollywood, Little Tokyo, and other places when I was back in California. Can't do that here in VA since I don't have any friends that can go with me and I much rather not go on my own since I most likely will get lost. BUT I WANNA EXPLORE SOOO BAD TT^TT

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so I fucked up my other ankle.. Whyyyyy.. :c Just when I was getting serious on my workouts too..

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I'm sorry I feel like I'm the last interesting person here

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Nobody wants to commission me TT^TT

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#ignore#personal#negative nessa I thought I had the job.. but the lady who interviewed me today basically said I don't have enough experience so she'll call me tomorrow to see if I still want the job cuz she has other people to interview.. I don't understand.. the lady i met with yesterday loved me and welcomed me aboard and told me to bring stuff so I can fill out paperwork, but the other lady I talked to today basically shut me down.. and she was the one who called me to come in in the first place.?? Wahhhh I'm so confused n so upset.. No one talk to me today I'm so mad TT^TT