Always so much to process for me!!!!!! The reality of nature I want to believe in, then the reality my immediate world projects into me and then trying to come to terms with that and again forming a new reality based on that! So so so tough on me!
Haha, but I get it I suppose! They did their due for them in trying to fool me into believing in the reality they project in front of me. And I get fooled again. But clearly, it’s all done to further their own game! Game of how they can snatch energy from me! (They can’t he held wrong here too to boot) By trying to make me think they are with me every step of the way! But it only goes on to further their own game as parents. As you can tell they’ve succeeded so far so much. Thus, you feel energy less after a certain point after coming from conversations with them! Also to note, because the universe was with you, your aunt was in support of the things coming from a projection of what reality you held within.
This time I ain’t goin’ back, though I’m battered and ruined by the the entities they brought into my world.
Maybe I hold a very subjective point of view.
Also to note, you’re inclined to see things this way because you have become an entity who is in relative terms empty because of a combination of karmic debts and the utter theft of your soul. (Soul theft too occurs when there are no means to protect from said theft, well often, sometimes there are means but due to uninformedness of it all, it occurs)
In any case, I can’t think anymore and write things that actually mean something. It’s far too much to ponder upon. Maybe just maybe there is no objective view of reality. There’s first person POV, second person POV & third person POV.