#negativeish

[syoish]

Anxiety peeps get me - had a rough night last night for no particular reason other than just nerves from nowhere which lead to not much sleep. It’s so weird that I never had trouble sleeping, but this last year it’s been a constant. I had some stuff I wanted to get done today but I’m just going to reschedule since I don’t need it done until Tuesday.

I’m trying to be nicer to myself about all of this. It just sucks when you want to be able to get stuff done but your body and brain hold you back :/ 

bleh.

[princelyluck-a]

I honestly feel like crying

[libraunlocked]

*gets home after a really fun experience and immediately feels like shit* haha cool

[princelyluck-a]

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[princelyluck-a]

I am sure everyone is really tired of seeing me write so many ooc posts, and im really sorry, but i might be away for some time for real

I havent been feeling alright emotionally, mainly due to real life problems, with some financial problems and im really feeling paranoid about my mom's health, so obviously im not really in the mood to rp at the moment, im sorry again

[princelyluck-a]

When you start getting the feeling people are getting tired/bored of you

[mysticarks]

where is my friend? are they okay? I don’t want to jump to conclusions, but a bad conclusion won’t leave my mind. I hope they’re just busy and not struck ill or badly hurt. I want to be calm about this..

[bard-dadsquared]

Im watching a show, and theres a married couple in councelling. And he tells them that he resents him, and that hes not sure he can move on from what he did

Qnd it makes me think of my own marriage, except that the partner of the character doesnt regret whag they did

And my husband seems to. But even so i am having a hard time moving on from some of the stuff hes done and theres... quite a bit.