#nehhbula

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This is the space. The nothing. The moment when you realize whatever you wanted to be when you were younger isn't really going to happen. This is the period of time where you start to freakout and go mad. This is there you only see yourself as a cashier at the local McDonalds or Target for the rest of your life. I call this the Freakout , but to most people refer to it as normal adolescence. This happens to me a lot since I tend to refer to myself as a young adult with her priorities in check.  

Anyway this is normal and as time goes on and the older and older I get I seem to realize that college is in the view. Thinking of the future is very scary. As much as I dislike the town I live in and the thought of moving is not a bad one , the idea of my out alone in the world is scary. The fact that in a matter of 3 years I will be a legal adult and my parents have no control on life is scary. No matter all of their crazy rules and weird ways there is a part of it that keeps us sane. The more and more I realize that my dream of being a world renowned physicist most likely isn't going to happen for my detest of physics. 

Anyway the post of this post isn't how I cope with my teenage adolescence , but how being scared for the future might actually be a good thing. Having your whole life planned out isn't going to happen. Bumps are going to happen and there will be pavements in the road. But remember the best things happen along the way. Forget about how your life will turn out in the next 4 years and live in the moment. If your friends invite you out to lunch don't stay cooped up in your room on Netflix but go out to lunch and have fun. Remember life is about living and no matter how scary life is in the long run. Focus on what you have right now. 

Savor the cup of tea you have right now. Or the great book your reading and don't worry about what will happen and focus on what is happening. We will all have days where we feel like the world is crashing in on us but remember the wise words Hannah Montana always said “ everybody has those days “. And also if you every feel like you need someone to talk to you can always drop me a message in my inbox here on tumblr https://www.tumblr.com/search/nehhbula

with lots of love , 

Ny 

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hey nomnom can you make me an edits ( or a million edits ) because your edits are the shit!!!!

hey!! yeah sure what kind do you want (sorry i answered late im going through messages now)

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Hey babes do you mind can I get a ship. Thanks. What's your spirt animal??

f course you can have a ship! My spirit animal is Michael clifford running at Hershey park in 2013

Husband: Michael

Kid Names: Marina or Ed

Number of Kids: 4

Godfather: Luke

Pet: Horse

Pet Name: Nancy

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omg your the best let's be best friends. omg your birthday is on the same day as my friends and exactly one month away from mine ( dec. 28th )

aww thanks love. yess lettuce be fwens <3 aww cool happy birthday in advance haha :p xx

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I was tagged by naurcotic. Hit shuffle on your iPod, phone, or media player and write down the first 10 songs and pass it on to 10 people. Rules- no skipping.

1. The Draw Bastille

2. Much Better Jonas Brothers (damn it)

3. Who we are Imagine Dragons

4. Giving up the gun Vampire Weekend

5. So Far Away Avenged Sevenfold

6. When you were young The Killers

7. Kevin Johansen El círculo

9. Sarah Jaffe Clementine

10. The Love Club Lorde

I tag iisforincognito  salvadordalhi  peynuh nehhbula flourescentteen

[18yrs]

62

62: Who do you text the most?

- daishychains tbh

br: 6.5

no more

[garageband5sos]

would you rather luke dye his hair or calum stretch his ears

Kaitlyn: luke dye his hair

Sam: I'm iffy about Calum stretching his ears like it might be hot but idk so umm Luke dye his hair

ship Ashton

frenemy: Luke

celebrity best friend: Cher Lloyd

shuffle song: back for you // one direction

random movie/tv shows Aquamarine

Ships for 1 year of being in the 5sosfam

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do you know any good books i can read on my road trip? besides john green books because i am already bringing them

of course!

1. the book theif - Markus Zusak

2. Thirteen reasons why - Jay asher

3.the lovely bones - Alice Sebold

4. every day - David Levithan

5.kira kira -   Cynthia Kadohata

6.The notebook - Nicholas Sparks

7. the great gatsby - F. scott Fitzgerald

8. the secret garden - Frances Hodgson 

9. The diary of anne frank - anne frank

10. the boy in the striped pajamas - John boyne

hope that helped! first 10 books that came to mind!

nehhbula ♥