#nein!!!!!!

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[the-asphyxiaofthesoul]

I normally don't make too many personal posts because I'm not an interesting and unique person. I don't even know why I'm making one now. Perhaps it's just a sad attempt at pity points. Who knows. Just ignore this post.

My life is completely useless. I'm unattractive, overweight, and I haven't done anything useful with my life. Furthermore, I'm forever alone. Not the cutesy forever alone of two weeks, but a legitimate lifetime of being alone. There's a little over two weeks until my 29th birthday and I have never been an object of interest for anyone. Who cares? The questions about sexuality always bother me. I identify as queer(bisexual to be more clear) but what does that mean? Sexuality doesn't matter when you're nothing to anyone. Who cares what I prefer/like. People will say that relationships don't matter and your life needs to be about things other than that. It's words from people who are either in a relationship or can easily get into a new relationship. Truthfully, the only one keeping me alive is my dog. I want to give him the best life possible.  Just ignore this post. It doesn't mean anything

[the-asphyxiaofthesoul]

In an excited attempt to open a water bottle, I just spilled water all over my desk but somehow missed my keyboard and monitor. So amazing. 

[the-asphyxiaofthesoul]

I'm thinking of getting back into WTNV but has it improved any since Episode 34's shit [Satsuki, the tragically widowed mother of Hanu Saki Cyberghost Mark III, also added her agonized wailing in support of a new computer for the schools.]? 

Also, did the creators ever apologize or even mentioned the stereotyping in that line? 

[the-asphyxiaofthesoul]

10, 23, 1, 95!

1: Um, two closed, one open. One closet actually holds my fridge and pantry stuff, that's the one that's open.

10: Biggest pet peeve would have to be people who cut in lines. It's something I come across every day because old people in Taiwan seemingly think that they have the right to be the first one on buses and the MRT. I've been linebacker pushed by supposed "frail, weak, in desperate need of a seat" old women who appeared out of no where.

23: Ice water or Ice tea (I have a loose rose tea which is good or pu er tea). Recently, I've also been drinking a lot of sprite which isn't good.

95: No, I'm working on being more flexible about things unless it pertains to racism, sexism, and/or sexuality. Even then, I'm not going to berate them unless they're beyond ridiculous.

Thanks for the questions.

[the-asphyxiaofthesoul]

here's a few back at you! 9, 25, 63 :) :)

9: Yes but it is the most awkward smile ever. 

25: Zha Jiang mian (Northern Chinese style only) or papaya salad!

63: um...I think it was Hanson. lol. I went with my sister and parents. It was fun. I wore bellbottoms and ridiculous platform sandals.

Thanks so much!

[the-asphyxiaofthesoul]

I'm being far too polite by blocking out his facebook name and picture. I don't think it's just me, does anyone else read "I'm advocating rape" from this comment?

This is the idiot side of "Asian activism".