Nene Xin
Despite living his life In a miserable state, he still is beloved by many and is looked up upon. He lived in so much success, yet he feels utterly useless in all he does.
He remembers the family mansion. He lived there trying to impress his family. Even as an adult now, he feels like he never achieved that. Hed sleep in his bug infested bed, too tired to even do anything about it. He slept on the couch as much as he could so he could at least feel a little bit more sane. All this, because he wanted his father’s attention, his approval, his love.
Keon was a man child. Hardly fit to be a father. Hed yell at Nene for every little thing, making the vampire’s life all but worse. Even now when he’s escaped his childhood home, made a life for himself, he still looks back. Thinking; “what could I have done better?” The answer always leads to one thing.
Death would’ve been the only way that Nene’s father would look at him wirh anything else than disappointment.
Sometimes I see myself in my characters.