Blog Activity
((Figured I'd take the time to say something. My activity is kinda come and go a bit these days (most of it was bc of the vday event), but outside of that, I've not been the biggest presence, or i'm a bit slower to reply to things than usual.
I do want to state that this is nothing against anyone else. I'm just trying to learn to slow down and actually take my time. I am trying to make myself understand that no one is going to get mad at me if I take my time to reply. I can go slow if I want to. I don't need to feel guilty.
Another reason why I'm not as big a presence online is because I've learned from the end of last year, how horribly RPC can tank my mentality if something happens. I haven't tanked that hard in years to the point that it was lucky if I even had the willingness to even eat most days and nearly passed out because of it.
That's why you've been seeing me binge-reading or binging old shows more frequently now, because i'm trying to revive some old hobbies of mine to fall back to. It doesn't help that my health just continues to rollercoaster, so my energy levels is also--- yeah.
TLDR: I am still around in RPC, but not as much as I normally would be. I'm trying to distance myself a lil bit from RPC as a whole as I'm still trying to regulate my hurt. I'm also just more tired because of medications, so sometimes I just can't stay awake. I apologize. ))