#neon-flying-monkey

[3nbyking]

So ya boy got some new piercings with @neon-flying-monkey the other day and even got a haircut yesterday 😂✌️

[3nbyking]

Tag Time!

@royalborn tagged me to tell you five facts about me! Thank you, buddy!

1. I play a mixture of about 15 different instruments as well as singing 2. I’m finally becoming independent and moving into a student house with 3 friends in September 3. I absolutely LOVE baking and cooking and am a master of the shortbread biscuit! 4. I love artsy stuff and colouring books are my fave - I’m like a little kid! 5. I love going for long walks in forests/fields/countryside areas

If you guys want to and haven’t already, I tag @gamoora @concerned-jpg @neon-flying-monkey @squidgy-loves @jennynumbers @nerdy-emms and anyone else who wants to do it can say I tagged you! 

[3nbyking]

I was tagged by @gamoora , thank you, and sorry it’s late!! ♥

Name/nickname: Danny, occasionally I get called DJ, which always makes me chuckle 

Birthday: 9th March

Relationship Status: It’s complicated at the moment and I can’t say why right now.. 

Zodiac Sign: Pisces 

Sibling: I have a younger sister, she’s 14

Favorite Color: Hmm, baby blue and lime green

Wake Up & Sleep times: I usually try to go to sleep before 2am, then I wake up between 7am-8am 

Lemonade or Iced tea: ICED TEA!!! The mango and peach ones are my fave! 

Coke or Pepsi: pepsi max or cherry/vanilla coke

Make Up or Natural: whatever you fancy, I hardly ever wear makeup and if I do, it’s literally just a little bit of mascara

Light or Dark Hair: mine is dark red, hoping to go purply soon though. Anyone else’s is cool, hair is just hair. 

Sexual Orientation: demisexual 

Rule: Tag however many people you want to get to know better! 

@royalborn @neon-flying-monkey @for-the-love-of-love @kryptonitebitches @peeweepie and yeah, whoever else wants to, they can :) 

[3nbyking]

Rules: tag 10 followers you want to get to know better Tagged by: @royalborn - thank you :3

Name: Danny Birthday: March 9th Height: 5′10″ (ish? I can’t remember the last time I checked!) Sign: Pisces Sexuality: Okay, so this is complicated.. Umm, just going to say polysexual, that’s basically encompassing the rest because it’s all complicated, ugh Country I live in: England Favourite colour: Currently lime green Time right now: 4:01pm Average hours of sleep: 4-7 Lucky number: 2 Last thing I googled: “breo beds”   Blankets I sleep under: One, but sometimes two Celebrity crush: I don’t have one.. Favourite book: Currently, it’s one I’m reading for uni and it’s called Wonder and it’s by R.J. Palacio, such a good book!  Favourite band or artist: Currently PVRIS, but there’s so many...  Dream trip: Germany to see the bae, then Vienna would be another place, so one of them, or both...   What I’m wearing right now: A batman tshirt, black skinny(ish) jeans and an aztec style jacket Something weird about myself: Umm.. Not really weird, but I have this weird thing of singing all the flipping time and it drives people insane because I’m not even that good a singer, aha 

I tag: @neon-flying-monkey, @gamoora, @peeweepie, @thehoodbitch, @ship-wreckings, @for-the-love-of-love, @ptvmicehorizon1243, @artfullydun, @there-is-hope-somewhere, @kryptonitebitches

[3nbyking]

One of my ultimate best friends called me Danny instead of Sarah for the first time (well, directly to me) last night, and awwh, that made me really happy! It's nice to know people seem to adjusting alright :3 ahh, I love her, she's the best ♡

neon-flying-monkey ♥

[3nbyking]

Tagged by: royalborn (thank you!) Rules: Repost and tag 10 people you want to know better!

Name: Danny

Nickname: SJ/Sarah J (ewww), Danny-o, bubba, dude if that counts?

Birthday: March 9th 

Star Sign: Pisces

Gender: Male although a heck load of people still think I’m female, eughh

Sexual orientation: Bisexual 

Romantic orientation: Any, I guess? 

Favorite Color: Blue

Time and Date at the Moment: May 12, 11:29 pm

Average hours of sleep per night: 4-7 (it really does vary) 

Lucky Number: 2 or 12 

The Last Thing I Googled: Master Blaster Stevie Wonder chords 

First Word That Comes To Mind: POOF like my hair currently

One Place That Makes You Happy: Bedroom or a concert but I can’t have two..

How many blankets do I sleep under: One unless it’s cold, then it’s like 4.. 

Favorite Fictional Character: Tigger 

Favorite TV Show: The Jeremy Kyle Show, just cause..  

Favorite Musician/Band: Pierce The Veil :3 I was like psyched when I got to go to their concert, like no joke, I started crying when I managed to get our tickets and then when they came on stage, ahhh..

Last Movie I saw in Theaters: I think it may have been Insurgent.. 

Dream Holiday: Somewhere in Africa or Australia

Dream Job: Someone who works with SEN children/young people ^.^ 

Wearing right now: A set of red girl PJs 

Last Book I read: Lost Dogs And Lonely Hearts  - Lucy Dillon 

I tag: therearenostrings, neon-flying-monkey, thoughtsofajoshua, kryptonitebitches, peeweepie  I mean, only if you guys want to! Sorry there’s only 5, I may tag more into this post tomorrow but for now, that’s it because it’s too late for me to scroll through my mutuals, these are just off the top of my head..  Thanks again, Zach! ^.^ 

[3nbyking]

Just ignore all of this post, it's a load of shit which doesn't need to be read and I'm sorry to those I've tagged and everything.. I'm just sorry if you read this, just ignore me. I'm just sorry. So fucking sorry.

Why?! Because I can't fucking deal with anything anymore! People tell me I'm strong and/or a lot stronger than I used to be and that's coming from people who thought/think they know me well. Well guess what? They don't. I am a fucking wreck and am being put back into counselling at college because I've been missing a lot of my English lessons because I just cannot fucking deal with life anymore. It's way too fucked up now for me to care. Sometimes, I just want to call it quits but then I have people like neon-flying-monkey, therearenostrings and thoughtsofajoshua to name a few who help me at least try to keep going and have done so far. Sometimes I just wonder if it's really worth the fight, whether it's really worth the struggle if in the end, all we do is live a shitty life and then die and that's it. There's nothing more to it, we live and die, simple as that. Death is inevitable and there's nothing we can do to avoid it. Sometimes I wonder why I'm still alive, sometimes I wonder if I still SHOULD be alive. I had a group of young males, probably in their late teens surround me earlier. When I walked away, they were calling to each other, "shoot her" and "shoot her before she gets away" which absolutely terrified me. I didn't dare turn round, instead I tried to get home as soon as I possibly could, went straight up to my room and cried. I seriously cried because I was so terrified. I don't know what they would've actually done and I'm somewhat glad I didn't find out but gosh, has that scared me from leaving my house. I was so anxious leaving tonight in case they'd be there, in case something like that would happen again. I already don't like being in the house alone, leaving the house or anything like that and my, oh my, has this just been made a lot worse.. I don't really know what to expect when I leave the house and I'm truly terrified. I spoke to my English teacher about why I've been missing so many lessons and actually went to my first lesson in a month (today) which wasn't great but I went. Then it's just all got worse and I don't really know what to do anymore.. I'm so sorry to the three of you I've tagged and anyone else who decides to read whatever the fuck I just wrote but there it is. I'm sorry.

[3nbyking]

You know, I think it's an absolutely awful feeling when you know someone is trying to help you but you're just feeling so shit that you literally are not able to give a shit about anything and end up fucking everything up and pushing people away and hurting them. If they ask you what's wrong, you're not able to tell them in case it hurts them any more than you probably already have or without offending someone or anything else like that. It's a really shit feeling when you know they care about you and they mean the world to you but you're literally not able to tell then because either you don't know how or you can't put it into words or anything like that.. If I'm honest, I find that one of the worst feelings ever.

So yeah, sorry for the long(ish) post, just needed to get that off my chest. neon-flying-monkey