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nepihileni replied to your post “#NEPI DOESN’T MEAN TO#WHAT #I’M SO UPSET mags pls we’ve talked...”

((CRIES))

love that delicious inner turmoil // 

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He’s small. But within that frame there is everything, an overwhelming strength that overpowers anything in his path. Any time that you hold him you can feel his energy nearly making him vibrate with excitement. He’s a fireball. Bright. Warm. Fun. Burning so that it is hard to get too close as you might burn, blister and burst.  Become completely undone by someone so physically unassuming but so emotionally dangerous. 

II.

Nothing is held back. When he’s sad the entire space he occupies is dragged down to the depths of that misery with him. When he loves its with every single ounce that he has to give, pouring in even more form himself even as you overfill. And when hes happy it bursts out and ricochets off every surface multiplying with each bounce, touching you with what you can only describe as the sun. And when he has something to say its said with littler regard to what is happening, a covering over his eyes causing him to be blind to the faces of others hurt. He barges through whatever emotions might pass through his line of vision, whether its his own or someone else’s. 

III.

You could call him a friend. Easily. Making conversation with him.Difficult. A desire to become closer being blocked by the fear of his words cutting deeper and deeper into you heart even if they aren’t meant to. Whatever you have in your soul that causes its wounds to remain unhealed, he seems to be able to rip them open even from the scars, massaging the bleeding wounds with salt. Each time he does the mended metaphorical flesh aches with a warning to renew your barriers. Put up your guard. Stop him. 

But;You can’t.You won’t. You don’t. 

Instead you continue the process of holding onto him even as he tears you up without knowing. 

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nepihileni replied to your post: nepihileni replied to your post: ...

uh sorry

for what

im not mad or anything dude just sayin

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nepihileni replied to your post: nepihileni replied to your post: ...

thank you thank you evven if my flirtin attempts failed i enjoy the bird

if that was serious flirting attempts you really gotta up your game my guy

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nepihileni replied to your post: wetnmild replied to your post: ...

yum

are you yumming at me or fishboy or both

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@nepihileni replied to your post  [ooc discussion: first contact]

((i personally always think it's my job to greet the followers! they came to my blog and followed me and so i kinda repay them for that if it makes sense?))

@amicicidalgambler replied to your post

(( if the person you follow always does greeters its on them, otherwise its on you? tbh i dont assume someone who follows me necessarily wants to interact straight away

(( i put these two in the same post because they seem to be sorta along the same lines? you both touched on greeters, which is another thing that factors in.

i actually wasn’t familiar with the practice of greeters when i first joined the tumblr rp community, but when i noticed people doing them, i tried to follow along. when i was first starting out with felide this was a really good opportunity to reach out to absolutely everyone, and i built a lot of my foundational network that way. however, i made the mistake of thinking it was a practice everyone kept - which was not the case - so i would follow someone, thinking that action sufficed for interest - aaaand nothing would ever happen.

as time went on and my blog grew in popularity and reach, though, i realized why not everyone did them. it’s fucking exhausting, quite honestly. after you reach a certain point, greeting absolutely everyone is nigh-impossible, following back everyone is basically useless, so it made sense for me to slowly stop doing greeters. now i just do them when people catch my eye - ancestors + leijons in particular. but i worry i’m now on the other side of the dilemma i found myself in as a newbie rper. (as if i’m not STILL a newbie relatively, lmao)

there’s also the problem of people giving REALLY dry/slim responses to greeters, or the people writing the greeters not having enough ideas to write diverse greetings. i think people worry that one-size-fits-all greeters/copy-pasted greeters are seen as lazy? but honestly, if you’ve got a greeter that sparks conversation, imo you should definitely keep using it.

okay this is getting long, i’m gonna end it here and open the floor again to discussion

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nepihileni replied to your post: tiired. 

you can take a nap in my arms :33

that’2 really cute iif you come over ii’ll take you up on iit and briing the grub2 along we all need nap2. 

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nepihileni replied to your post: whats up personally im dying

wwhat wwhy are you ok

migraines are fun for the whole family