#nerds yaps

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"i go for looks" "i go for personality" Okay???? I go for my beautiful girlfriend??? Whos also my best friend in the entire world??? And who also understands me more than anyone????

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okay so ive been searching for this really specific fic for months and i literally NEED it or i will explode

so its post canon, specifically around either the first anniversary of christmas or balitmore (prob baltimore ig for this), andrews pov (doesn't have to be, i just love my boy) and its neil slowly breaking down since hes been on the run for years hes going to have to break down at some point and then he does have his full on breakdown and andrew is there to help him through it. anyway, if this doesn't exist i will be writing it myself i need this.

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My thoughts on the consn gray music video:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I got fucking stabbed

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scrolling my moots blogs and seeing they reblogged one of my posts is such a good feeling

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You ever realize that you're pushing yourself to the brink but you don't stop bc hey what does the abyss look like?

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Fuck happiness give me Jegulus that are soulmates in every universe, who are always fated to be torn apart from eachother. Give me sad, heartbroken Regulus staring at the ring James gave him as he goes into the cave. Give me empty, hollow james staring at the wall besides a sleeping Lily, holding the ring that matched with Regulus'.

Give me doomed narrative Jegulus who fit together like puzzle pieces, who are never whole without the other, who are ripped away from each other when they needed the other the most

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𖤐Nerds!𖤐

idk what happened to my other intro post, tumblr ate it, but i needed to make a new one anyway.

𖤐 I'm Nerds, i won't be sharing my real name or age because creeps and pedos. Don't ask for it, please.

𖤐 She/her

𖤐 Lesbian and in a loving relationship ( @lazy-daisy098 )

𖤐Fandoms I'm in: all for the game, stranger things (specifically byler), EPIC: the musical, heathers the musical, house MD (no spoilers!!!) marauders, and I also nerd out over my ocs.

𖤐 I am a minor.

𖤐 I will not tolerate hate speech of any kind on my platform. if I see it I will report it. I also do not appreciate being called slurs, even if you are apart of the lgbt community. I do not know any of you in real life.

𖤐 Favorite music artists: TV Girl, boygenius, laufey, mitski, weezer, conan gray, radio head, red hot chilli peppers, queen, david bowie

𖤐 Favorite musicals: Heathers the musical, hades town, hamilton, epic the musical

𖤐Moots!!!

@lazy-daisy09 - my irl best friend and girlfriend, love of my life

@moonyisnotonfire - fire mutual that has been there since the beginning

@luna---lovegood - still remembers me after I disappeared

Playlists:

Main:

Andriel:

Jerejean:

Byler:

Marauders:

Wolfstar:

Jegulus:

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Guys I'm absorbing the assxual James and asexual regulus into my Official Headcanons TM, you can't stop me