#nerdyneeds

[hollowkey]

I have tried to write some fanfic (a Soriku oneshot) I already expended 3 days writing and i have less than 1k words.

All because I wrote something and the next day I was like "okay this isn't working *writes more stuff, doesn't match with what I have before* but I like this one better... *erases the old part and uses new part as the new reference*.

I think I'm finally going somewhere... It isn't going how I planned it (most of the scenario changued) but I like it so far

[hollowkey]

Well I’m trying to see if I could write stuff on the laptop (screen keyboard is hell) since my qwdfvb won’t work.

Anyways, here a WIP(like really wip don’t expect anything good) from one of my soriku college ff au (yep the one i was talking before):

triggering warning: alcohol, drunk people, unrequited feelings, also angst ENGLISH ISN’T MY NATIVE LANGUAGE I’M SORRY

“He is like the sun; he just makes everything brighter around him… Just look at you, even you are a lot warmer when he is near you”

The silver haired was sitting on the floor of the living room with who knew how many empty cans around him. Obviously he had enough for the night, or at least that was what Roxas decided after such cheesy line. 

There were two reasons why the blond was taking all this drunken bullshit. First, it was his brilliant idea to have some beers, an apology for being an ass, and second (and most importantly) Roxas was a little drunk too, and his drunk-self knew Riku was right (not like he would admit it).

The younger was mentally cursing his brother while keeping the silver haired far away of the remaining alcohol. This honestly wasn’t a difficult task, especially with the silver haired in that state. 

“I can’t believe Sora didn’t tell you about her…”

Well both of them knew Sora was a big airhead also it wasn’t like you need to tell everyone about your romantic relationship but…

“We know each other for almost two years…”

Roxas quietly observed how Riku was taking his ass out of the floor (or more accurately, how the elder sit on the couch). For the blond it was like a weird plot twist because when he met him just some months ago, he knew at first glance that this cocky bastard had a crush on his brother. It was so fucking obvious; the only one who didn’t seem to notice was Sora. 

Riku (in Roxas’ eyes) looked like this kind of people who didn’t care about the relationship status of their crush, those people who thought they were the best option for them. Roxas wouldn’t let his brother get hurt because some random guy. Roxas tried to scare the guy away but Riku proved to be such a harsh enemy. Somehow they ended in some competition whenever they met (well Sora participated too but he always ended on last place). Sora misinterpreted their behavior as a friendly competition where both parties got carried away.

Looking back Roxas now knew that it would be impossible for Riku to break Sora and Kairi’s relationship; he cared about Sora as much as he did. The elder would never do something that could hurt him deeply. And all that made him feel like shit, he was so rude to him without a real reason… Not to mention the fact that if he were on Riku place he would also think he had some kind of chance. First of all, Sora knew the guy was single and the elder wasn’t only interested on girls. Second, what kind of person uses one of his friends as a body pillow? Roxas knew how touchy feeling his brother could be but it was the first time he saw him using constantly other people’s lap (or other parts of Riku’s body) as a pillow for naps. Well maybe all that was because the elder was the first who was cool with it (or at least didn’t complain about it). 

“I’m sorry…” Roxas whispered, the blond waited for a while he was expecting some sassy answer but instead he didn’t get any kind not event a growl but he didn’t feel like talking anymore (and probably) either did Riku… So with anything better to do, the younger took his phone; the light of the screen blinded him for a few seconds (it wasn’t a smart idea to keep the house’s lights off).  ‘Shit it’s so late…’ He was wondering what way was the best one to get out of the place without looking like a heartless asshole (especially since it was his own idea to get drunk) but when he looked at the silver haired… He was fucking sleeping. ‘well that explains it’.

Roxas left no longer after that… “So Sora is like the sun… uh” he said before biting his bottom lip ‘and we just run around him? Of course everything is always about him’ the blond loved his brother but sometimes he felt like he couldn’t have his own life, people always told him “Sora needs you, he is too good for his own good”… ‘What about my own life?’ And still he couldn’t let him alone, sometimes Roxas was scared of hating him because he knew Sora wasn’t at fault, people cared more about Sora and he couldn’t blame them, if he had to choose he would also pick him…

[hollowkey]

Before the three aus I already said I was thinking in another *sigh* but since I’m focussing in two of them I will just write this idea as a reminder to my future self

College au where riku doesn’t really have that many friends(I like the idea of him being new in the city) and then he meets sora… He slowly falls for him but then Sora has a girlfriend… Riku have never fallen for someone with a gf/bf before (mostly because he knows about them) it wasn’t like sora was hiding her… His relationship is just so natural for him. He just forgot to mention it… Now riku is hiding his feelings for sora (not a hard task… But a kind of painful one). This au could be around 5 chapter long or maybe a little more if the events don’t develop like I want… There will be angst and one sided feelings and confusion and stuff but well since my otp is soriku/riso you can guess how this could turn out (remember in this au sora loves kairi so… a little hint that it won’t be easy for any character's love life (?))

[hollowkey]

keeeyblades

Tbh I can make like a lot of aus inside the au (?) I said that because I love the idea of riku being raised in the castle knowing that he could die in the streets so he pretty much thinks his life is for the royalty (an also this would explain why he was kind of uncomfortable to talking with the prince at the beginning because he was raised to think he didn’t deserve to have a word with him)… And pretty much I made this AU a teen/mature one woops (TALK AUS TO ME OMFG!! Although like you can see I have problems keeping everything in a light tone *sweats*)

[hollowkey]

[hollowkey]

So... My tag for my fanfics' AU ideas will be "nerdyneeds" until I think of something better! Feel free to blacklist it (since most of them will be soriku's ones and I know I had at least one mutual who has issues with that ship). If I changue the tag I will let you guys know!

[hollowkey]

agentsokka (again i’m being to lazy for showing what you write sdsd sorry!) Thank you! Actually aside my not functional laptop… Writing a fic in english sounds really intimidating to me *sweats* specially since my ideas can grow big so fast. P.e. this android AU… I like the idea of sora being kind of like roxas on days the firsts days… But different. Roxas is like a baby bird and I like the idea of sora being like a puppy, he doesn’t know how to talk (or behave “properly”) and it will be riku’s task to teach him that… And I can totally picture sora being playful and touchy feeling and riku being like “omg no, stop… what are you doing? Sora you can’t do that aaargh” lol and little by little sora will start learning stuff (quite fast compared to a human tbh)

Edit: also I really love the idea of riku getting frustrating so fast and be like “Master control this monster” and kairi be like “that’s your work” while taking pictures and notes.. Not only for scientific reasons but because she not so secretly enjoys watching riku’s reactions (since he is so calm almost always…) Also she thinks they are cute together (?)