#nerdynerd rants

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I fallen over so many times today its not even funny

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Bugs in my brain Bugs in my brain Bugs in my brain Bugs in my brain Bugs in my brain Bugs in my brain Bugs in my brain Bugs in my brain Bugs in my brain Bugs in my brain Bugs in my brain Bugs in my brain Bugs in my brain Bugs in my brain Bugs in my brain Bugs in my brain

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NO ONE TOLD ME YOUR EYES ARE SUPPOSED TO BE CLOSED WHEN YOU RUB THEM. NO ONE TOLD ME. NO ONE

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I CANT ESCAPE DESTIEL, THEYRE EVERYWHERE. WHAT THE FUCK

I need to write about them...

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HE WAS BUILT TO PROTECT THOSE WHO CANNOT PROTECT THEMSELVES

EVEN WHEN HE WAS THE ICE EMPEROR, HE WAS TRICKRD INTO THINKING HE WAS DOING THE RIGHT THING

DOES HE EVEN HAVE FREE WILL?

HE COULDNT BE BAD IF HE WANTED TO.

IS HE REALLY HIS OWN PERSON? OR A SLAVE TO HIS CODING?

IS THE WAY HE WAS MADE THE REASON HE HAS DIED SO MANY TIMES?

HE CANT EVEN CHOOSE WHAT HE BELIEVES IN

HE CAN'T CHOOSE ANYTHING, BECAUSE ACTIONS ARE CAUSED BY BELIEF OR EMOTIONS

BUT HIS CODING TELLS HIM HOW TO FEEL

AND HIS BELIEFS ARE PROGRAMMED INTO HIM

(I was listening to built to protect while I wrote this)

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Monstrosity rant and spoilers under the cut

People are saying stuff like "at least kai isn't afraid of water like before!"

But that's the thing

He IS

He is afraid of water like before, he still can't swim and he is scared.

But that didnt matter to him.

He was going to fucking drown for a small chance of seeing them again.

Did you guys see Nya in the water thing? It was her old haircut.

Even after all this time, after all she has been through, Kai still thinks of nya as his young baby sister.

His young baby sister who he had to raise by himself. Who he would do ANYTHING to see again.

Even if it means surrounding himself in his greatest fear, choking as water fills his lungs.

Because he wanted to take the small chance to see his family again.

@highbookwormofthecentury

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They call me trainsgender, my pronouns are choo/choo