Every third indepth headcanon ;D
☠ : Are there any recent/daily thoughts they have about death or dying?
[I don't think Cloud is suicidal in any real way, or anything like that, but he does think a lot about what it's like in the Lifestream, if he'll be able to be with Zack and Aerith and his mother again, or if he'll be alone.]
☆ : Would they ever wish upon a falling star? If so, what would they wish?
[I think he would just for himself, not that he would think it would actually help. He'd wish for a peaceful life.]
εжз : What about nature do they find calming? What about nature do they find disagreeable?
[I think I've talked about this elsewhere, but Cloud basically associates the benevolence of nature with Aerith, so he likes the wind, the rain, sunshine, etc. He doesn't like inclement weather as much, but only because he doesn't like working in, because lbr riding a motorcycle in a blizzard sucks balls.]
☢ : Describe a thought or dream that would cause them to have a mental meltdown.
[hahahaha oh god this right here is what I think of you right now. but yeah, he has this recurring nightmare sometimes that REALY gets to him, and it's basically that he relives what happened in the Forgotten City, except that he's teh one who kills Aerith, and then Sephiroth jumps down and skewers Tifa (or sometimes Cloud himself), and he often wakes up screaming and panting and severely haphephobic, and the poor dear feels so terrible that sometimes he can't talk for days afterward.]
❥ : Describe a verbal way they would express complete trust.
[opening up about how he's feeling. also if he asks for your help. also, if you are rufus and the turks, it would take a heck of a lot more, but i think eventually he'd be able to trust them as well.]
☾ : On a sleepless night, what would they be found doing?
[watching TV or reading a book most of the time, but occasionally he'll go up to the roof and just look at the stars. If he's had some bad insomnia for a few days in a row, he'll also take to doing housework in the middle of the night or tinkering with Fenrir.]
❣: Describe a way that will earn affection (whether platonic or romantic) from them.
[platonic affection: being as cute or cuter than marlene. XD but no really, helping him out when he's in a bad way, or making him feel genuinely loved when he's depressed and doesn't think he deserves it.]
✏ : What are their creative outlets? [tbqh Fenrir. XD]
۞: Are there any inner demons they can never seem to get rid of? What are they?
[um, even though I don't play post-DoC Cloud as mired in guilt as he was in AC, I still think that he would feel a bit of like, survivor's guilt. He tries not to let it get to him, but sometimes it does.]
