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"Ryan... Hold my hand..?"

"Mama, do I have to do this..?"

"Why do you make me do this, mama?"

"Mama, hold my hand, please."

"It's okay, mama, I'll do it."

"Just take it, mama."

"Just do it."

"Ok, mama."

"Why does the lady matter so much, mama?"

"Have you heard of the lady, Ryan?"

"Mama, just tell me."

"Oh god. Is that what it's for?"

"Mama, are you okay?"

"Mama, where has all my blood been going?"

"Oh god. You're not mama."

"You've never been mama."

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It's an addiction he can't seem to tamper, Nessie has realized.

He dreamt of those nights spent with a cleaver in hand, the hard, controlled thud of metal hitting wood... Beat by beat, controlled, steady, predictable, done by her own hands. Lighting the fire, watching the almost overwhelming and angry flame slowly brown the meat, the tempting scent in the air...

He knew what to expect, it'd been his 5th time, and he couldn't quite get enough. The meat felt good against his teeth, soothing the ache in his gums and the overwhelming screaming in his head, it served as something that felt irreplaceable -- something he could truly focus his mind on.

Xe loved the feeling of dried blood caked at the seams of his fingers, under his nails, and at the corners of his mouth. Severing and putting things together and rearranging something so unholy into sustenance... It felt so good, so, so, so good.

As she went door-to-door daily, she found that he could hardly remember the script that xe was meant to repeat, and instead found herself assessing what it'd be like to... reform the person.

It felt good to have control.

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Commander Reid's gaze seems to press against his skin like daggers. She swallows, shifts in place, and with a lurch in her heart, opens her mouth to speak.

"No, I don't know anything about the missing people's cases."

The ringing in its ears seem to overwhelm it, and he doesn't hear anything the Commander says. Xe's feels like xe can taste the nickel of blood again, and the sound of the cleaver hitting the cutting board seems to thump in her head like a heartbeat.

It's not until Reid repeats himself that she snaps back to reality, visibly unnerved and uncomfortable.

When Reid's words sink in, her nerves seem to light aflame, spikes seem to enclose on his heart and he made an instinctive noise of fear.

"No, nonono-"

She doesn't understand how they found out, he doesn't understand. Nessie doesn't understand things most people seem to understand, and it's so much more prevalent right now.

Reid's bigger, tougher, brawnier than him. He acts on instinct -- Steps backwards, encloses her hand around her gun, turns on his heel and makes a run for it.

...It's not until she's somewhere in the woods that the burning pain in her side begins to register. He feels his side -- Damp, screams with pain when he presses down. He curses, but scurries to within the underbrush, so they don't find him.

Troublesome.

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ok me too guys

Nessie is 25, his birthday is in march. What date? Ill figure it out.

She’s actually a bit short, standing at 5’6, but he has more than enough power in his body to make up for it — He’s on the slimmer side but has a sleeper build

His favourite food that isn’t… Human meat.. is chewy taffies that some markets in his town sell. It’s tied with venison, since venison resembles human meat the most and the taffies satiate an urge in him to chew on something.

A lot of scars under his military uniform. His childhood wasn’t great.

6 alters that front, but her headcount is realistically 10-15.

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love and hate relationship with getting dirty, he finds the feeling of blood on his hand super satisfying in hindsight but DESPISES anything else

Can cook fairly well, just that she only ever cooks the same 5 things

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as a note

I Have more bricks in regards to nessies lore and why hes like this

stay tuned

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Legs Kicked Back...

Nessie Flowers is a troubled person who was driven out of the town of Pawnsbrook for cannibalism. He was in the militia, but pretends he still is as she flees to Oakhurst.

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Any pronouns. Gender up to interpretation (Transmasc, Transfem, Genderfluid, idc, only thing is that shes under the trans umbrella), pansexual. Also a system! (alters will be kept vague)

im fine with shipping idc. hes liek. 25

Im okay with him becoming a vampire. Im really okay with her getting killed . Just ask me first

(What disorders he does have is up to interpretation.)

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...Heart's in Hell.

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Children born of one emotion...

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My name is Nessie Damnder. I am 9 years old, and my birthday is in March.

I have a brother and a sister. Ryan is the oldest, and he is 12 years old. Vivian is 15 years old, but I don't see her very often.

I live next to Lake Newlurk, Mama goes there everyday. She says it is where she meets The Lady.

Mama loves me because The Lady made me, she says. But Mama made me, I don't understand what she means.

She told me to not tell anyone... but...

When I was 7, I began to have pain where she @&#*&^@&^

She told me it is growing pains. That I am growing up.

Ryan told me it is not normal.

I trust Mama, I love Mama, but I'm scared.

I'm so scared.

My teeth hurt so much. Every time I cry and tell Mama that it's not normal, she tells me it's just The Lady's embrace.

...

I'm Nessie Flowers. I'm 15 years old.

I choose to not affiliate with my family anymore.

I've decided to move away from Wildegrove and into Pawnsbrook.

I don't know how to do very many things. Mother told me to focus on The Lady's power.

My only option is to enroll in the militia.

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