Why do you still believe in me...?

Legs Kicked Back...

Nessie Flowers is a troubled person who was driven out of the town of Pawnsbrook for cannibalism. He was in the militia, but pretends he still is as she flees to Oakhurst.

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Any pronouns. Gender up to interpretation (Transmasc, Transfem, Genderfluid, idc, only thing is that shes under the trans umbrella), pansexual. Also a system! (alters will be kept vague)

im fine with shipping idc. hes liek. 25

Im okay with him becoming a vampire. Im really okay with her getting killed . Just ask me first

(What disorders he does have is up to interpretation.)

Tags:

Nessie Info - #NesInfo

In-character - #FlowersByNes

Out of Character - #ooc

Art - #NesArt

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...Heart's in Hell.

new ref!

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Might be fun to do this @untrust-vsmp-au

just to clarify, by now id inagine nessie has left the beacon. fr now. just setting up for....

#nessie flowers #untrust au #untrust day 1 #untrust vsmp au #untrust

(few changes, so heres what he's doing until nightfall-)

At some point, he'd dug up seeds and plucked wheat, created gear (As he'd lost his gun when fleeing) and to a kinder soul within him's request, got enough stuff for a good few other people.

He'd been trekking through the dirt with several clumsy cows, sheep and chickens following her. It's not until nightfall that he reaches Oakhurst.

(interactions will continue when nightfall is official)

just to clarify, by now id inagine nessie has left the beacon. fr now. just setting up for....

#nessie flowers #ooc #untrust au #untrust day 1 #untrust vsmp au #untrust

untrust-vsmp-au

Town (Day 1)

Feel free to make posts for houses/other locations within town (or anywhere else that you think needs one!)

Zavier, Lior and Penny decide to take a look around town and see who all the other people are.

@zavier-untrust-au @pennyfew-untrustau

zavier-untrust-au

Zavier walks around with Lior and Penny, trying to better understand the layout of this place and see if there's anyone else who has shown up here.

The town is definatly a mess as xe noticed when they first arrived with Lior, it's in a state of ruin, it looks barely habitable, but there are traces that others have also been here recently.

It's quite strange that so many people seemed to show up today, why? It dosen't make much sense, this place was supposed to be abandoned after all, surely not everyone was running from somthing like I am?

Xhyr train of thought is cut off as they notice a mostly intact structrure in the center of town, just as a feeling of warmth washes over them, xe... xe dosen't like that feeling, it's warm but unsettling.

They point out the structure to thier compainion, "maybe we should look in there? it looks to be a centeral building of somesort?¨

@pennyfew-untrustau @untrust-au-lior

(then i think it's @cheeto8 @untrust-nessie @violet-untrust-au @aster-amaryllis-mystfall at the beacon)

(this may be a big group to interact with at once as well, so we could split into smaller groups or they could go somewhere else in town)

pennyfew-untrustau

«Sounds good, maybe there'll be actually something useful inside, instead of some dusty ol' book.»

@zavier-untrust-au @untrust-au-lior

Lior, who still doesn't feel like talking just nods and follows the others.

@pennyfew-untrustau @zavier-untrust-au

@cheeto8 @untrust-nessie @violet-untrust-au @aster-amaryllis-mystfall

(ok going to disregard my last ic post for sake of Being Involved /na)

Inside the central building is a person with tan skin, brown hair that seems to be a bit unkempt with a streak of magenta, magenta eyes and a soldier uniform.

In front of him is what looks to be a beacon, warm and in all its glory.

He picks up the sound of footsteps, and he looks back over his shoulder and spots Lior, Penny, and Zavier.

How many people are in this town??

I don't know, but I'll handle this.

He doesn't greet them, but instead narrows his eyes. "Who are you lot?"

@zavier-untrust-au @pennyfew-untrustau

Lior steps to the front and tries to look at least a little imposing: "Friends, we are friends and we don't mean any harm.", They calm their nerves somewhat after and add, "Name's Lior, nice to meet you"

(ooc: Frido stayed at L&Zs house so he isn't here)

@pennyfew-untrustau @zavier-untrust-au @untrust-nessie

@cheeto8 @aster-amaryllis-mystfall @violet-untrust-au

zavier-untrust-au

"I'm Zavier" ze says, from where they stand slightly behind Lior as they take in the newcomer, "Do... Do you know what this is?" They say looking at the glowing beacon with confusion, it's unlike anything they've seen before, xe doesn't think they like it

@untrust-au-lior @untrust-nessie @pennyfew-untrustau

#nessie flowers #untrust au #untrust vsmp au #untrust #untrust day 1 #flowersbynes

His eyes narrow, and his lips seem to curl in a little as if baring teeth, but he realizes Lior's likely more able to overpower them due to the injury in his side, and he backs down.

"I don't know what it is. I don't trust it, I think neither should you. I do not trust it at all. I don't know anything." She's extremely insistent, and that makes him only look suspicious, but she is being genuine.

A glint in her eyes seems to change, and she clears her throat. "...Nessie Flowers, I'm Nessie Flowers." The name doesn't feel entirely right, something more feminine like Molly would work better, but his name is Nessie Flowers.

@pennyfew-untrustau @untrust-au-lior @zavier-untrust-au

rosalina-blackthorne-untrustau

GOOD NEWS!

Rosalina and Nessie will be a ship!

They will be so very weird about each other!

#Happy together day!#untrust vsmp au #untrust au #untrust #nessie flowers #rosalia blackthorne #rosalina blackthorne

i cant stop looking at him im so enamored by her. making her the blog pfp brb

#nessie flowers #ooc #nesart

important bacjstory here <- ao3 link

#nessie flowers #ooc #untrust au #untrust vsmp au #untrust #nesinfo

all is well in pawnsbrook

#title #ooc #nessie flowers

untrust-vsmp-au

Town (Day 1)

Feel free to make posts for houses/other locations within town (or anywhere else that you think needs one!)

Zavier, Lior and Penny decide to take a look around town and see who all the other people are.

@zavier-untrust-au @pennyfew-untrustau

zavier-untrust-au

Zavier walks around with Lior and Penny, trying to better understand the layout of this place and see if there's anyone else who has shown up here.

The town is definatly a mess as xe noticed when they first arrived with Lior, it's in a state of ruin, it looks barely habitable, but there are traces that others have also been here recently.

They point out the structure to thier compainion, "maybe we should look in there? it looks to be a centeral building of somesort?¨

@pennyfew-untrustau @untrust-au-lior

(then i think it's @cheeto8 @untrust-nessie @violet-untrust-au @aster-amaryllis-mystfall at the beacon)

(this may be a big group to interact with at once as well, so we could split into smaller groups or they could go somewhere else in town)

pennyfew-untrustau

«Sounds good, maybe there'll be actually something useful inside, instead of some dusty ol' book.»

@zavier-untrust-au @untrust-au-lior

Lior, who still doesn't feel like talking just nods and follows the others.

@pennyfew-untrustau @zavier-untrust-au

@cheeto8 @untrust-nessie @violet-untrust-au @aster-amaryllis-mystfall

#untrust day 1 #nessie flowers #flowersbynes

(ok going to disregard my last ic post for sake of Being Involved /na)

Inside the central building is a person with tan skin, brown hair that seems to be a bit unkempt with a streak of magenta, magenta eyes and a soldier uniform.

In front of him is what looks to be a beacon, warm and in all its glory.

He picks up the sound of footsteps, and he looks back over his shoulder and spots Lior, Penny, and Zavier.

How many people are in this town??

I don't know, but I'll handle this.

He doesn't greet them, but instead narrows his eyes. "Who are you lot?"

@zavier-untrust-au @pennyfew-untrustau

very big nessie spoilers but heres her lvl 2 and 3 design (unfinished)

#nessie flowers #ooc #untrust au #untrust vsmp au #untrust #nesinfo #nesart

Nessie slinked back out of the tower shortly after he had entered. The beacon... whatever it was... creeped her out. It didn't feel right, like a strange, overbearing presence.

So naturally, she decided to head to the outskirts of town.

#nessie flowers #untrust au #untrust vsmp au #untrust #opening for anyone that wants to interact #untrust day 1 #untrust locations

this just in: nick realizes he made nessie's alters just mind heart and soul from chonny jash

#nessie flowers #ooc #untrust au #untrust vsmp au #untrust

Children born of one emotion...

Our devotion's

Deepest Ocean

My name is Nessie Damnder. I am 9 years old, and my birthday is in March.

I have a brother and a sister. Ryan is the oldest, and he is 12 years old. Vivian is 15 years old, but I don't see her very often.

I live next to Lake Newlurk, Mama goes there everyday. She says it is where she meets The Lady.

Mama loves me because The Lady made me, she says. But Mama made me, I don't understand what she means.

She told me to not tell anyone... but...

When I was 7, I began to have pain where she @&#*&^@&^

She told me it is growing pains. That I am growing up.

Ryan told me it is not normal.

I trust Mama, I love Mama, but I'm scared.

I'm so scared.

My teeth hurt so much. Every time I cry and tell Mama that it's not normal, she tells me it's just The Lady's embrace.

...

I'm Nessie Flowers. I'm 15 years old.

I choose to not affiliate with my family anymore.

I've decided to move away from Wildegrove and into Pawnsbrook.

I don't know how to do very many things. Mother told me to focus on The Lady's power.

My only option is to enroll in the militia.

#nessie flowers #nesinfo #untrust au #untrust vsmp au #untrust #ooc

#yup sounds right #ROFL #untrust au #untrust vsmp au #nessie flowers #untrust day 1 #violet penrose #untrust #ooc

Basically the entire conversation between Nessie and Violet

Violet than awkwardly walks away from Riley and Lily to try to get some peace and quiet hidden behind a broken stone wall in the town.

She then immediately got into her own head again.

Dammit! She even prepared herself this time! why was that so hard? You're supposed to be good at this talking two others thing! You hosted freaking balls for crying out loud! If that had way more people than that!

Then you suddenly stumble across too ever pretty people and try talking to them and you can't last like 5 minutes!

You just have to stay in this town for like a day and then you can get back on the road where you're more comfortable got it?

I would recommend getting to know all these people a little bit more if I were you.

But whyyyyyyyyy? Why you even care Kyle!

Again do not call me that. You will see very shortly.

Okay so there is actually something going on here? Are you going to tell me or are you going to make me have to figure it out! Again!

I suspect that is nothing that you can't handle. I will let you figure this one out yourself though I doubt it will take that long.

Great!

She suddenly felt but could only be described as a dark aura go into her senses. Something or someone had set off her holy senses.

"are you... talking to yourself?" She heard a voice say a few free in front of her.

"uhhhh...yes" Violet said, not making eye contact whatsoever.

"People don't talk to themselves. That's not how people act." Nessie says, a friendly tone only making himself seem stranger. You're only sounding more weird.

..People don't talk to themselves. That's not how people act.

He clears his throat, and decides to fix his strangeness, "Sorry, nothing against you. Who're you? What's your name?" He gives a faux- genuine- decieving- smile. Out of habit, he extends a hand for Violet to shake, but decidedly retracts it upon realizing most non-militia people (He has to act like people) don't shake hands.

Oh come on! She has to deal with more people!

" oh... yeah," Violet said, trying to hide the glare she's subtly did at them after their peculiar comment "im Violet."

Violet was half expecting the person to look taller than she was. They seem to be about an inch and a half shorter than Violet yet he had an intimidating stature that made them feel taller than they were.

Violet notices that he extends his hand then retracts it again and decides not to say anything about it. It's weird really, she was more than comfortable and used to people shaking her hand. Though it was much more uncommon in the more rural areas she'd visited.

"and I'll have you know I wasn't expecting people to hear me. It is perfectly normal for a person to express their feelings out loud when they are alone. But of course I take no offense, thanks for the clarification that it was not your intent." Violet clarified.

Violet paused for a moment. Was that too harsh? She sighed.

"Sorry about that, I wasn't expecting so many people in such a remote place. Especially in such a ruined town like this." Violet said.

Gosh this is going to be a long day isn't it.

He nods a bit mechanically; there doesn't seem to be any change in the way his eye glimmers -- which is worse than if he was more readable.

"I'm Nessie, of Pawnsbrook." The greeting came to him easily, from practiced meetings with other people when his group met militia outside of his town. Was he even a part of it anymore? Of course he is, what is he kidding?

You'd have to cut her some slack, it's not like she doesn't speak to herself sometimes.

"Yes, that's true, that's true.." There's a strange lack of inflection in her voice.

Decidedly, he drags her eyes upwards to meet Violet's. "What are you here in this... dump- Well, town, for?"

"Uh I guess I thought I'd just stop by. I hear Oakhurst has some cool ruins and beautiful scenery. Seemed like a good little stop while I travel." Violet pause and stared at the ground for a second, "Plus a... friend kept encouraging me to come here, so I agree that this place is even worse than I thought it would be."

This guy's from Pawnsbrook? That stupid ass military town she made sure to avoid?

She smiled at them.

"And what's your name? Why did you come all the way out here to Oakhurst?"

"Well..."

He paused.

Nobody can know- Tell her the truth- Play it cool- If you're thinking- About what you did- About lying- Get her trust, or else this'll- You'll be a filthy- Be a- Dirty liar who- Don't. Mess. Doesn't know what he does.

"Complications back at home, I had to leave. That's all."

He retracts, then straightens up, remembering to keep up appearances. Better to be seen as competent, but he might've messed up already.

Not knowing what else to say, her gaze flits around the run-down town, at his own two shoes, and then back to Violet. "I'd hardly consider this place beautiful, but to each their own."

"Well you clearly haven't been out in the Oakhurst forest!" Violet said, her voice came out much more excited than she was expecting. " I stumbled across this ruined tower in the middle of a lake as I was walking into this town. surrounded by these like super tall spruce trees probably one of the prettiest things I've ever seen!"

Her body language seem to shift from small and closed off to much more open as she talked about stuff she was clearly passionate about. Violet dramatically went on her tippy toes with her arms are all the way up to try to express how tall those trees were.

She certainly noticed how open she was and quickly went back to being more closed off. She awkwardly fidgeted with the end of her right sleeve.

" yeah but you know you might not be interested... I don't know if you're exactly the nature type," Violet shrugged. Making eye contact with Nessie before looking away again.

Then suddenly she felt something warm radiate from the center of town. It was settle at first just a slight buzzing? Yeah buzzing is the best way she could describe it.

"Do you feel that?" Violet asked

As she talked the buzzing seem to get heavier, more frequent, more powerful. Then suddenly she felt something click somewhere on the edge of her soul.

Her vision went black and she almost stumbled over. Leaning against the stone wall for balance she could tell that there was probably noises around her but she couldn't quite take in any of it.

Then she saw flashes of what she can only describe as memories. The first were undoubtedly her own, her brother's face, the basement of the Church, a tall pyre in the center the Ambervale Pavilion being lit on fire. Then it wasn't her own. A young girl that she didn't recognize crying, a battlefield of some sort, blood dripping off someone's hand, a mine shaft. So many different memories that she didn't recognize. The last one lingered, though she couldn't quite tell if it was a memory or not, a bird's eye view of Oakhurst.

Then everything seemed to fade away back into reality.

"what the hell was that?!" She screamed louder than she was anticipating, shocking herself by her own noise. She can feel her heart right quicken and that she was breathing much faster than she usually was.

" Not cool Kyle!" She yelled impulsively up to the sky.

Nessie is only a little bit startled by Violet's stance opening up so suddenly, but he forces himself to not jump and flee.

"I guess you could consider me a nature person, but I'm more for the pruned-"

She, of course, feels the warmth wash over her.. It's like- It knows what you did- A grounding presence- a threat- a gentle force.

This time, as Violet stumbles over, it can't help the leap of its heart and the urge to run.

Violet's yell makes his hands fly up to his ears, but he recovers, just enough to hear her yell at the sky.

"Kyle? Who's Kyle?" He asks, a little frantic. She wants to help, but he's a little more scared. It wants to see if Violet is okay, because that's the right thing to do. He wants to run away from her, because this could only be a sign of the demonic. "Do you need help? Medical assistance?"

Crap, She forgot they were there. Ok, play it cool! Everything's fine!

Violet takes a deep breath and then another. She can still tell that her heart is beating faster than she would have liked but its slowing down.

" crap! Uhhh no one! He's just what I call... God?" Violet stammered quickly, she technically wasn't lying she told herself. "And No! No... im fine! I don't-I can handle myself." Violet kept focusing on her breathing.

" I just- ugh! Please tell me someone else at least felt something happen! I can't be the only one... right?" She was less looking for an answer and more just outwardly thinking to herself frantically.

Where the hell did that come from?

Violet looked at Nessie again.

" I'm so sorry about this! This is not usually happen, don't worry about me I'll be fine,"