#nest rambles

[nest-pants]

i have an intense fear of ppl who know me somehow finding this account ... i am closeted ghhhh i cant post shit in peace 💔 hell. im too attached to my easily discoverable online handle

[nest-pants]

realized i can reblog whatever i want

[nest-pants]

i really miss posting my art. so i will! !!! few posts incoming soon... (mini ramble under read more)

theyre mostly incomplete doodles and its danmei characters but i am so sick of this weird mental barrier / lame stage fright that occurs when i try being on social media

i dont know how to describe what happens and i make a million excuses i just randomly shut down on unpredictable schedule and i get so embarassed abt it that i abandon most of my social circles and shrink it to less than a handful of ppl i can speak with for months/years. but i like posting art SOB........ I LIKE IT 💔 i miss it!!!

im terrified of using my main blog bc i feel too exposed. so i wont. i will just use this one rn

[nest-pants]

byf:

i am trans. i dont tag posts that have genderbends or trans headcanons and i do engage with it !

i try to tag posts that have blood (usually as #cw blood) when i remember to but sometimes i might slip ^^;

i tag suggestive stuff usually as #cw suggestive but i might slip.

might add more warning tags for other things but i cant remember any rn. either way they'll all begin with "cw"

i interact with lots of ships which i do tag

i am a dead dove enjoyer, but i usually keep that to myself (anxiety) so its not rly relevant to anyone who views my stuff lol. ..

i disappear sometimes. for a long time. and i block v loosely over nonsense lmao no hard feelings

if ur uncomfortable following me that is ok.!!! have a good day

[nest-pants]

drowning in the sea of 800 drafts oh my god.... okay we got this... we got this

[nestavadavat]

Staying up late is awesome!!!! Until the consequences hit

[nest-pants]

changed pfp and header (im @ reverie.. i miss zoro ajfhdj)

[nest-pants]

oh man AKFHJS i rly gotta get around to clearing up my drafts (mostly things i want to put in the queue but i was too lazy to tag as i usually do at the moment of seeing the post)

alsooo i should become active here again ... i miss this