Oct 11, 2025
the urge to rip out my skin with my bare hands is getting stronger
#GOD I HATE IT I HATE IT#I WANT TO RIP IT OUT#SO BAD#THIS FRUSTRATION IS CLAWING AT ME#IT GROWS UNDER MY NAILS AND INSIDE MY BRAIN LIKE A FUNGUS#CONTAGIOUS#EVERSPREADING#NEVER FADING#AND I CAN'T STOP IT#I CAN NEVER STOP IT#FROM TAKING OVER MY BODY#UNTIL THERES NOTHING LEFT#OF ME TO HATE#OR TO LOVE#OR TO EXIST
