Greetings, my lovelies. Greetings, and a very belated Happy New Year to you all.
Remember that post a few months ago, when I rhapsodized about my little Scottish writing space and wondered if I'd ever get my own space in order again? Well. What do you know, but the time has arrived. That time is now.
Thank heavens.
Of course, with all the moving and the lugging up stairs and the finding out that my couch wouldn't fit through the doorway and the panic/reorganizing that ensued and then the long days of cleaning/painting/shelving/figuring out where to store all of my stuff, there hasn't been much time for writing.
But I hope to change that, and soon. (Amanda always hopes, as we know. But maybe this year will be the year of action, too.) In the meantime, I wanted to share this with you. If a week and a half spent putting one's home in order has taught me anything (aside from the sheer brilliance of foldable, easy-to-fit-into-tiny-spaces furniture), it is that there should always be time for stillness and rest. Rest from lugging stuff up the stairs. Rest from alphabetizing those bookshelves. Rest from cleaning. Rest, and the permission to sit for a moment on one's shiny wooden floor. Thinking nothing.
Rest, too, from the writing. Even that. From the worry and the doubt (it's come on awful hard of late) and the fear and the guilt (you're not doing enough! You're never doing enough!) and just ... everything. Sometimes it's nice to take a break.
So. The space is organized now, more or less. The break is over. Here's to a productive and happy and rest-filled 2012, a year where the words mean just as much to me as those spaces of stillness in between.