Today as I sit here I feel guilty knowing that there is a subscription box waiting to be opened. The company knows I have it and they are patiently waiting for my feedback. I really AM excited about opening it, I had been looking forward to receiving it for a long time. What is my problem? What is stopping me? Well I was all gung ho to do this today, that is until today began. I woke up not feeling "normal" or very well at all. Having chronic illness, this happens to me often. Just figured I would push through. As the day continued I kept trying to do the things that needed to be done, but I just keep feeling more and more sick. I guess sometimes I just have to face the fact that no matter how important things are that need to get done, I just don't have it in me to push through some days. Some days I am just too sick to terribly care about personal hygiene. (Gross, I know) Too sick to put make up on and try to look good and sound good, and attempt to be interesting in a video that I HOPE to have a lot of people see. This time instead of beating myself up, I am just going to work on other things that I actually can handle today, and I'm sorry, the rest will just have to wait.
~ Jennie 💜