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[jwrightspoems]

Running out of ideas...

Right now as I write it seems like everything is one chapter. I’m so nervous that I will run out of things to write about because one minute I’m in the zone and the next im completely drained...

I guess I’m an emotional writer if there is such a thing, I write better if it rains, if a song come on that I like, or if I’m eating something delicious. Even good conversation can get a response and I’ll dart off and start writing...

Does anyone else worry about that, is that just a pitfall of a writer? 

[jwrightspoems]

Do your best and OVER DO IT!!!

You are own worst enemy, don't hold yourself back with fear and trepidation... Take a chance on you! You are worth it!

[jwrightspoems]

When my heart is ready

I often think am I ready to explore the possibility of being with someone again on an intimate level and the first thing that comes to mind, for me, is walking side by side with my late wife and if the “possibility” measures up.  It never fails, every time I think I’m ready that thought ruins it and I withdraw.  I don’t know if its a defense mechanism or spider senses but it just reminds me that I’m not quite ready yet. Although, I do like that I even had the thoughts of my heart being empty enough to let someone in again but when I’m ready i’ll be ready... I won’t force it and I don’t want to be forced into something... I’ll just know, and when God feels I’m ready again, maybe... it’s possible...