#newyearsucks

[airysunfierymoonx]

Should’ve gone out tonight LOL 2 years has been nothing but a fuck up for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

[foxymama88-blog]

Can We Have A Redo

So this year really didn't start off right. Unfortunately my husband was fired from his job. He had $500 go missing on busy day during the holidays when they were running a skeleton crew at his bank branch. They proved he didn't steal it but they can figure out where it had gone. They ran an investigation through the books and didn't find anything so they said unfortunately he hit his allowed cap for the year so they had to let him go. His district manager, branch manager, and teller manager all fought for then to just five him a first and final warning because he was such an asset to the bank, but corporate said they couldn't because they had a zero tolerance policy. So as my husband says I am now the sugar momma. He has a lead for another bank job thanks to his managers but it's in another town which wouldn't normally be a problem but we only have one car. ☹ so now I have to go through tax returns and see how much we are getting back and than look for a car that we can buy with the money. I did make him smile though cause I told him well knowing our luck at the end of the month we will find out we are pregnant. He asked why do I say that? Because last time when we flu d out we had to pay $3000 to fix the car a few days later I found out I was preggers. He laughed and said well than let's pray I find a new job soon. So now I picked up a new shift for the coming weeks at work to learn to do artisan breads made from scratch. This will get me up to full time hours (I'm only what they call regular time which guarantees 32 hours a week with full time benefits) but one day a week I will be working 3am-11am and the rest will be days like 7am-3pm and 10am-6pm. Woo talk about a sleep schedule change. Hoping it won't effect too much on the ttc stuff. So let's just hope the rest of the year goes smoothly, and this was the only challenging bump in the road.

[cloudvex]

last year seem to have passed by so quick. Although throughout the whole year sucked, the last 2 months have been really great for me & honestly one of the best moments. Ended my year with a great Christmas with the best people. & I think we all know the reason for that. I guess 2013 will always be a memorable year for me. I don’t know what it is or maybe it’s just me. But ever since the beginning of 2014 everything just seem to go downhill.. Something so great, it can be easily taken away from you. Nothing will ever be okay.

[dessertspoons]

I'm going to be perfectly honest...

I hate you, 2013. Maybe given that it's February 4, hate is too strong of a word. But we're certainly fighting, and I am losing this fight because 2013 is turning me into a cynical agoraphobic semi-alcoholic who rarely leaves her room and watches bad 80's sitcoms for hours.

I had such high hopes for you, 2013. I had high hopes up until last Wednesday. I love Wednesdays, they have consistently been my favorite day of the week for a solid couple of years now. No work, the $5 Commonwealth Sandwich Bar deal, time to do grocery shopping, have a lazy crafternoon, and most recently the fact that I get to see my loveperson in the presence of actual sunshine. Warm showers, blankets, tea, films. This Wednesday, I even found out that I was promoted to a new position at the library. Tutoring eager young minds, and building the Homework Help Center to a bright new future. I was excited, it was a good day.

Then of course, I had to come down with some sort of unspecified flu-related illness for no less than 5 days in which I was too weak and feverish to leave my bed, and do much of anything other than chug an exorbitant amount of cough syrup and groan a lot. Missed a bunch of days of work, missed a bunch of social obligations (some of which involved glitter and dancing). There was going to be fanciness. I couldn't even help Jack move out. My glasses don't contain real prescription lenses. I haven't baked a single cookie in over a week. I still have not received my bonus. Still no W2 in the mail. Still no Background Check completed or progress on Korea. Still no Spring Break plans. My hair looks like it's starting to dred itself, that's how badly I could use a haircut. The weather is abysmal outside. I drove past an accident that was so terrible it left two people injured, and a German Shepard abandoned in a car on the side of the road. They switched out our computer at work that may or may not have contained over 100 of my carefully categorized bookmarks and approximately a life's worth of important documents. I can't even fill out my taxes.

In other news, Beyoncé killed it at the Soup or Bowl. Let's eat some pancakes tomorrow. You suck, 2013.

Love,

Val

[blackdiamondlily]

New Year

So most people think about new beginnings, resolutions, goals to achieve by the next year. Me? What am I thinking about? How incredibly messed up my family is. How much I despise most of them. How amazingly terrible this year has been and it's only day three...and there doesn't seem to be an upside coming anytime soon. The worst part is that my birthday is coming up next week and I was really excited about it. I mean 21 is supposed to be kind of big right? Well know I don't even care. What does it matter? It's just a birthday. The rest of my life seems to be exploding around me so the amount of care that my birthday holds is next to nothing. Oh. The. Joy. 2013 you suck already. Let's hope that at the very least it will stop snowing so I can go dancing next week. That shall become my highlight of the week...which is still pretty sad because a bunch of the people I know there treat me kinda like crap. *sigh* Some days I just don't know what to do...