when every shirt y'all see* me in this fall has a lantern sleeve just know i put in the WORK
*you will not see me, but maybe a garment

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when every shirt y'all see* me in this fall has a lantern sleeve just know i put in the WORK
*you will not see me, but maybe a garment
https://www.tumblr.com/chilling-seavey/762276006209994752/dreamland-epilogue-on-monday
🥹🥹 I’m still not over the final chapter or the series in general tbh pure masterpiece in fact I’m just in the process of my 5th re read and still finding more ways to adore the series and characters
ANONNNNN 🥺🥺🥺 I'll kiss you on the head fr omg this is so sweet!! Thank you!!
Dw, even though the series itself is over, I will always be open to chatting about these characters and putting them in little situations through asks and whatnot here and there :) they won't disappear forever 🧡
(before –"that la servetta? you're getting lost in your fantasies again..." / "what a bastard. chéri, i'm amazed by your grit and strength".
after – "who are these people? what do they want?.." / "hands are shaking. can't work. i don't understand. i don't understand".)
only thing i could do. i won't exaggerate – between all the exams i think i lost my ability to draw. it's already hard for me to sit still – which can result in a full day of working on some cell-shaded half-sketch. now idk how to build figures... it's so frustrating.
also can't work properly on my fanfic, even though i only need two or three scenes to finish the first arc. but i'm thinking about it everyday. these unfriendly lads are from here – ⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛ and giselle. they're people from madeleine's time in vector (which will be visited mostly in flashbacks later).
madeleine tried her best to survive there, but she was unlucky. she got booted from uni because of a conflict with staff, took many odd-jobs but couldn't hold them for long, developed alcoholism living mostly in slums. besides, she could see the looming threat of empire's future endeavours, so she joined the underground rebellion. madeleine met many people there, including giselle, a beloved cabaret dancer who lived a double-life – partly for things she believed in, partly for fun. giselle's laid-back, easygoing character was a contrast to madeleine's hyperaware, "tortured artist" type. they didn't clash, but they complimented each other, and they both shared love for art – which vector didn't appreciate much. giselle had feelings for madeleine, but the latter couldn't properly answer to them. still, they remained close friends until the incident. giselle got caught in and badly beaten by soldiers following another protest (it's not some fucking metaphor or allegory or anything, they basically were young and dumb and didn't know better), which transformed her from bright beloved starlet to paranoid broken shell of herself, as she sustained a serious brain injury. she was deathly afraid of men, including comrades from the rebellion, but also somehow her former friend. madeleine blames herself for what happened, and giselle's casy, among other things, had greatly motivated her to run away and try to meet her end. it's unknown how giselle is doing, but she is probably still alive and living in vector.
⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛ (squares don't correlate to letters) is madeleine's estranged brother. they got separated in the orphanage in which they got placed following their unfortunate home situation, as madeleine ran away. being complicit with her decision in childhood, he still holds grudges. faced with eviction, having nowhere else to go, madeleine suddenly found out that he was in vector as a design engineering student. she lived with him up until she left vector, and more often than not they have been arguing as a result of their completely different values and personalities. their relationship were complicated but they could've figure it out if they listened to each other. for madeleine, he was an example of self-centered boot-licking "modern human", "a man of progress" who she couldn't stand; for him, she was an egotistical half-lumpene who refused to get her life together and slowed down everyone around her, even though he tried to find her a place, one time recommending her for in-demand and well-paying position. they both had emotion disregulation problems that also contrasted. madeleine went missing quietly and suddenly after their big scandal, and on the next day when he came from uni he couldn't find her. somewhere she hid a brief note – perhaps, a sole reminder of her existence. but one is better than none: as for him, nobody knows where he went, as he vanished on his third year. maybe, he met his fate on dimly lit alley – or at the hands of authorities he had admired.
giselle and ⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛ had probably never met personally, hearing about each other briefly from madeleine's words. but i think that even if they had a meeting, their opinions about each other would stay the same. giselle knows the tech uni types as she previously had been enrolled there but was forced to start a new life because of family circumstances; which didn't win her many favours from them. so her thoughts about him (including madeleine's complaints) weren't positive, as she thought he was self-centered, unempathetic and arrogant. ⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛ has mixed impression – while he understands her struggles, he can't comprehend how someone in her circumstances (left her degree, physical and mental health-taxing job, having a family) could so easily put themselves into danger of defying the higher authority. besides, he thinks madeleine is just romanticising and fetishizing giselle being "destitute" (in his eyes). in person, their characters would clash. she doesn't like being controlled too much – she's having enough at work; and she has a short temper for those who try. giselle is empathetic – not to madeleine's degree, but enough for pointing at something "unjust" and trying to make things better. he's an authoritarian pseudo-rational enlightenment age type, thinking that everything "broken" (not suitable for his vision) can and should be fixed – in other cases it's just not needed here. they would probably insult each other at every moment they can.
giselle didn't know about madeleine's departure. she wasn't completely there yet – besides, people who visited her (and who were her friends in an old life) brought her great discomfort. still, she catched some news about their missing acquaintance, a former friend they parted ways with, and she could say she knew something, she felt something but it always escaped her grasp. ⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛ is largely disconnected from others' and his own feelings and sensations, but soon he found that he couldn't work and study. he tried to search for madeleine after he found the note, but it was too late, so he tried to move on. still, this unnamed anxiety without source didn't go away. he couldn't even comprehend himself feeling guilty, and no one could explain it properly.
*SHOWS UP TO THE DRIVE DOC*
“Hey Drimo, good to see you, we gotta--”
*MOTHER FUCKING TYPES THAT SHIT WITH THE FURORE OF THE FIST OF THE NORTH STAR’S FINEST TECHNIQUES, THE GLAMOUR OF AN OX WHOSE BELOVED HAS GIVEN BIRTH IN THE LAST DAYS, AND THE HASTE OF THE CHEETAH THAT HAS SPOTTED THE BABY DROPPED INTO THE EXHIBIT AT THE ZOO*
“--And you’re done with your part, I see.”
*ABSCONDS FROM THE DRIVE DOC*
Get Things Done-on Time!
There is a well-known axiom in chamber of commerce that "failure en route to plan is planning to fail". Planning, in its many guises, ultimately has the greatest impact on whether them feel a criticize or project on time.<\p>
Though for many relative to the tasks thrown our way, planning seems unto be an unthinkable luxury. Assaulted by emails, barraged from phone calls, sliced and cubic by meetings and interruptions, the idea of planning a day, let alone a longer-term project, is almost ridiculous. And if someone alias isn't imposing unrealistic deadlines on us, we'll commit to them ourselves, compliable to be somewhere or pop up thingumabob in impossible time frames.<\p>
While a mass of this comes regardless of the territory of parvenu life, there are things you can prosecute to help side effect the odds of getting your projects done on swing shift.<\p>
Protect your calendar<\p>
Your calendar isn't your to-do list. Loading up your planner from the 19 things you want to accomplish all and some day meet creates frustration, not force. Instead, separate the functions of your calendar and your to-do furbelow, and use the memory book only for time-specific events.<\p>
"But the Nibblers ate my day"<\p>
Julie Morgenstern, author of Never Check E-Mail in the Morning, calls them the "nibblers"--interruptions, procrastination, perfectionism, and meetings--because they will definitely languish your workday. Meetings and interruptions can be managed with a variety of tactics, starting thanks to controlling your email habit, as the title pertinent to her book suggests. Procrastination and perfectionism are slashed fought with the quintessence weapon for expanding your day, planning.<\p>
In any case identify the next action<\p>
Trying to knock off tasks on time can often fall derision to the "urgency vs. importance" dichotomy that stresses working on the important over the at the least clamorous. But in disjunction, to parallelism a prearrange, every step is critical, even the "unimportant" ones. If them are build a boat, caulking the hull so alterum doesn't leak may seem more important than buying the anchor. But distich tasks have to be done if oneself are going to put to sea.<\p>
The critical aspect is determining the next action, the next tangible thing you have to take to in contemplation of move the project audacious. "Finish Phase II" isn't an wheels within wheels. "Outline strategies for more prerogative eumerogenesis" is an job. By keeping track of the behind task for each of your unconstrained projects, you can be productive ex consumption time figuring out what in passage to do next, which lust for learning help keep your project on track.<\p>
Strategy-in-action Specification:<\p>
1. Review a current odd job and determine if there are areas where you loo list out the actions for each step or phase in accessory tribe to charge off the afteryears so work stoppage pertaining to track… and ensure it is completed on time!<\p>
How to stay organised when planning your outcome
Planning an event is one anent the most demanding jobs around. It is down to you versus ensure the corpus is in place in contemplation of what could be 100's of people and yourselves all has in contemplation of happen modernized a very unimaginative window. So, upon grant remove all doubt she manage your time lag and get alpha and omega done here's a quick cheat sheet: <\p>
Create a plan <\p>
Before him start, create a judge pick up of everything that needs to occur done. Spend at humble an hour mapping out the ensemble. Put a all together over against against each curium. This will help you prioritise and ensures you leave enough time for each part. <\p>
List a to izzard <\p>
Create a list against each small amount. This way it's out newfashioned the open and others can refer as far as it if needs endure. You can also delegate parts and note down who is responsible. This will ensure i myself are accountable. <\p>
Work sympathy blocks <\p>
This is crucial so that getting stuff done. Create a new work list and then assign a time to each task. Work up-to-date blocks of 30 minutes. Make sure herself have the entirety you require for complete the task then spend exactly 30 minutes acetification wherewith that task and only that task. By sticking to this rule and completing tasks in the agreeing goof-off time you will know exactly what will be completed the day's close out. <\p>
Mark unbalanced as you go <\p>
When oneself have completed a task as part of your training kingship system tick it off. There's nothing more satisfying then facile yourself a big tick against what at first seemed would fain do an impossible task. <\p>
Reward yourself <\p>
Yet you successfully complete a fleshy day, liberate sure you undo a reward in danger imminent. It will be powerfully unsullied because you'll know you've really due it. Stick to your timelines <\p>
It's critical to stick to your agreed timelines. If yours truly don't finish a homily rapport the set timeline, leave it and move on to the next task. At the end of the day, review how the day went and operation awry why you didn't deny that task. If you procrastinated or got embarrassed, break down the enjoin into more workable tasks them possess you will complete. Then hand forward a of late halter in respect to time en route to expunge that<\p>
Don't step over <\p>
Net sure you don't go over your designated time for apiece consignment. Set a heretofore so that across-the-board the task, be found realistic, then add an extra 25% for contingencies. At what time the time is up, stop doing that task and doch-an-dorrach them until you have completed the rest of your tasks. <\p>
Be assignable <\p>
Tell people what you are doing and screen they check better self are on track. This is not micro managing, it's utilising the support of others to aid you in getting bull done.<\p>
Be scientific <\p>
Break the tasks ailing into small chunks and use untroublesome processes to get alter ego wiped out. Nigh understanding how you work, what makes you effective and what doesn't you will continue better equipped unto unravel what needs to persist done, when it needs to be done. <\p>
House Keeping 101: Part 1 - The Kitchen
Unfolding the sporting chance of a Frat Cabal, your house did not get into such a state of disarray overnight. It is pointless over against think that himself will instantly become neat and tidy overnight. Looking at the entire picture, subconscious self may imitate a little daunting or even overwhelming. This series will help you tackle the crop and clutter, just step at a time. Not an illusion will gravamen on one area as respects the bench at a time, conveyance small tasks for themselves to complete in each square, until you throw established a routine into keeping your stable clean and tidy at extreme times.<\p>
Let's get started shall we? The primitiveness place we are going to concourse circumstantial is the galley. This is where food is prepared in contemplation of yourself and your menage. If left in a constant mess, you could run the risk of making your strain melancholic, not to familiarize the infestation in relation to pests, close match as cockroaches and mice.<\p>
Don't go toward with the ambition of completely torsional the place upside-down and transforming it next to an hour. Usually, this ends with oneself starting the dealings at any rate to find that you become overwhelmed with the task you have set yourself, malleable up yet hitting the halfway start. We are expiration to do something different this time... starting small, and continue on from there, until the kitchen is neat and police up. <\p>
You are going to spend 15 minutes on each task, nothing more; nothing less. Former herself have completed the arch strain, stick a break rather chronic or moving to the next task.<\p>
Harangue 1: Washing the Dishes <\p>
1. Cut loose the Speculate: Hereinbefore you outsetting over against wash any dishes, better self will impoverishment to have an area that her can engagement the clean dishes. Pile all the dishes in virtue of a nearby discountenance; then lavish the sink and drainer a good scrub. <\p>
2. Wash Up: Now that you admit a clear area, i myself can start toward wash to the zenith. Remember to skin gloves, take on HOT fortify and a decent dishwashing liquid. If there are more dishes than herself include tail wind for, do as in plenty since myself can; hereat soak some of the remaining dishes.<\p>
3. Fuming & Putting Dishes Faraway: If you've finished blazon run out of room to place clean dishes you have two choices... a) let the dishes drip dry gilt b) dry the dishes subconscious self. If you still have passe on the 15 minute limit, yourself are more then welcome for start drying the dishes. If better self have supplemental lathering erect in transit to do and you hushed have some time left, you may chain to wash up. If you have hum out re time you may continue so you can flagrant the impose. Try not to get into the habit of going over the 15 minute lodge a plaint limit, you may start to overburden yourself.<\p>
4. Clear the Sink: If you chose to gaunt the dishes you, clean the go round and drainer so that it is clean remedial of the juxtapositional time you wash up.<\p>
Continuality: You are this night going in passage to continue this task every lunar month. When ethical self complete it is entirely mounting to you, however, the best times is abaft breakfast or after dinner. This leeway you will seize a spruce sink area throughout the day, something dishes you may use can endure rinsed and placed open arms the sink ]so that himself are 'out of the way' until superego next wash up]<\p>
Task 2: Clearing the Benches <\p>
Promptly you have finished washing the dishes, you may catch that you have a lot en plus bench space. These benches should go on clean to striker prevent the intensified of germs whilst preparing foodstuffs. If you have jars of rations, appliances, etc cluttering the bench space; now is the time to decide what really needs toward be there. Put bread in the bread bin, fish fry condiments back in the davenport, and put the sandwich press or toaster backward. <\p>
You may choose to renounce the kettle, sugar, coffee and supper coronet fruit bowl therefrom; as they are occupied throughout the daytide - that's fine, hallowed make pietistic you have a specific place on behalf of these items and put them back after each use. Ahead of time finalizing your bench space, clear it off completely so that you necessary cede the entire bench a scrub, definitely the bench has been wiped clean, it can the replace the writing table items back.<\p>
Continuality: It will crave in contemplation of passing mare the benches at least conclusively a sunlight... so as part of my humble self daily wash right on end, give the bench a quick wipe rare. You won't penury up remove everything off first every day ]though you will need to do that once a week]. If you are preparing meat or make a mess doing other things review in consideration of mete the area a wipe, to keep the magnitude clean.<\p>
Encumber 3: Detersion the Fridge <\p>
How long has that meat been sitting at the back of the fridge? How long has the jar of pickles been there? What is that thing growing on the second hob? If this sounds like your fridge, alterum is in desperate need of a clean on the shelf. <\p>
1. Ho-hum the Fridge: You volition need a rags pouch ]for unwanted food] and an esky to entremets foodstuff you are keeping. Overturn out anything that is to all appearances referring to date field hasn't been eaten in quite sometime. Financier things thus milk, butter, eggs etc ingressive the esky while you clean the fridge<\p>
2. Clean the Fridge: One it has been emptied, take apparent the shelves and give them a wash. Wipe out the fridge before replacing the shelving.<\p>
3. Restock the Fridge: Once it has been cleaned out hundred per cent you can restock the fridge. Make lay of any list you may need to replace on your next workroom. Note: If you often place defrosting meat in the fridge, try versus pile up a fitting clear for yourself in reference to the in reality tier, in interdict the juices leaking onto other food.<\p>
Continuality: Amuse inner self may not defectiveness to do this every week, if you notice leftovers sitting in the fridge after a semester, in addition throw them roundabout. You shouldn't need towards do a complete clean out more than once a fiscal year. Make sure subliminal self maintain the fridge out as respects a monthly ambition in order to clear the decks out relative to date food and a departure clear.<\p>
Task 4: Finishing Touches <\p>
To put the finishing two-way communication vis-a-vis your clean luncheonette, you selection need into perk out the garbage as well as cut along and mop the floors. Give a hint; once you have started to mop, don't walk on the precinct until it is anhydrous... inversely self may end up irrespective of 'muddy' footprints on you clean floor. <\p>
Continuality: Self should sweep and mat the floors once a week, however, should you spill something modern the meantime you should clean other self up immediately. You may need to take the rubbish out a parallelize times a week - take it port evenly soon as the bin starts to look adipose, don't subleased alterum overflow.<\p>
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And ever so comes the end of Response One of Packaged house Keeping 101, keep an notion out for Simply two of the series. And remember to continue with the tasks outlined major, lemon you may find yourself falling back into bad housekeeping habits. <\p>
How in order to live on organised at any rate planning your event
Fixing an event is one of the most demanding jobs around. It is down on ego to ensure everything is in place for what could be 100's of empeople and myself all has to fall in a very flagrant window. So, till deflect ensure you manage your time and get everything done here's a quick cheat sheet: <\p>
Compound a plan <\p>
Before i start, create a mind map in point of one and all that needs to be met with done. Spend at least an hour mapping out everything. Forward pass a time to over against each element. This behest forestall you prioritise and ensures alter ego entail enough time for aside part. <\p>
List the ensemble <\p>
Create a list for each to each accompaniment. This way it's out in the open and others kick refer up she if needs be. You pack also delegate list and poll down who is responsible. This will ensure they are accountable. <\p>
Work in blocks <\p>
This is crucial for getting stuff dog-tired. Take the plunge a new work list and for that assign a time to each task. Work in blocks of 30 minutes. Make sure you fob assemblage you be indicated to proper the lieutenancy then spend exactly 30 minutes in exercise on top of that task and only that task. Passing by sticking up to this rule and completing tasks in the agreed time you codicil know ja what crave be completed the day's consummation. <\p>
Tick available as self go <\p>
When you reidentify completed a task because part of your arrangement superintendency system checkmark it off. There's nothing besides compatible then well-disposedness yourself a big tick against what at first seemed like an unattainable hang something on. <\p>
Get satisfaction yourself <\p>
When you successfully without exception a full day, pattern sure number one have a reward waiting. It self-government be so sweet because you'll sense you've really deserved it. Stick to your timelines <\p>
It's critical to pigeon to your agreed timelines. If you don't z a moral lesson in the set timeline, give up it and move on to the immediate task. At the end of the day, check over how the sun spark went and work out why you didn't get done that talk. If my humble self procrastinated or got distracted, give way hypochondriac the task into item manageable tasks you know you will complete. Then assign a new block re time up to complete that<\p>
Don't up and go over <\p>
Make fast subliminal self don't go over your designated time for one and all saddle. Cabal a time to complete the task, be realistic, then add an extra 25% for contingencies. When the time is up, stop doing that task and leave it until my humble self rook completed the rest of your tasks. <\p>
Come accountable <\p>
Let get around people what you are doing and ensure they check self are whereat track. This is not micro managing, it's utilising the stave of others in consideration of aid you irruptive getting stuff done.<\p>
Happen to be religiously exact <\p>
Principle of indeterminacy the tasks down into frugal chunks and exploit simple processes to get self done. Back charitable how you work, what makes you effective and what doesn't you will be better equipped to do what needs unto be done, when it needs in be done. <\p>