explanation of why i've been on 'hiatus' for so long under the cut
hey, so sorry for the lack of writing. i feel like i've just hit a roadblock with this blog because i've written so much for it. at one point it was over 1k posts (before i deleted a bunch of genshin writings). it's hard for me to get motivation to write for this blog and i'm not sure why. i have other blogs and although it's still not necessarily easy for me to write for those, i'm not at a standstill like i am here. i believe it's because it's hard for me to be interested in a lot of the requests i get and the fandoms i write for are very repetitive and i don't necessarily get to write what i want to in the moment.
example, as much as i love playing prsk and it has a special place in my heart, i just have grown bored of writing it. this is the same with bandori but on a lesser scale. the majority of my requests is always prsk or paralive (at this point at least) and i feel bored of it. i never really get to write what i want to write because i never get requests for it. i feel bad writing my own ideas because i have requests waiting in my inbox for me to write.
this is partly why i made a 'manga' sideblog. i love the mangas i write for on there and they don't have a big 'following' so they didn't get much attention when i had them on this blog. even though they still don't, i feel like i have more freedom on that blog because i actually enjoy writing fics for the mangas.
as much as i still love all the fandoms i write for, i just feel like i'm not getting enough variety within my requests. they all stick to the same few fandoms, namely paralive & prsk at the moment. i would love it if i could write for hsr but i feel like my writing is not good enough to be within that fandom with all the amazing writers who write for it. although there's not many hypmic writers, i'd love to write for hypmic more but i just don't get requests for it as often.
anyways, that's enough rambling from me. so sorry i've been gone, i will likely delete all requests in my inbox. i will try to write my own stuff soon. having three blogs to manage is not easy so i hope you'll stick with me as i try to write stuff again for this blog.