8 - What do you feel right now?
Mostly guilty about spending money on and eating pizza mixed with a little bit of indigestion from said pizza, excitement to go home for a week, dread of going home for a week, and anxiety about driving on Saturday when the weather lately has made driving difficult.
18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?
If given the chance, I’d at least like to have submitted a preference sheet last semester that didn’t get me teaching at 8 in the fucking morning.
28 - What kind of music do you listen to?
Classic metal, post grunge from about 2005, and Beyonce
38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend?
48 - Have you ever been kissed?
58 - Do you like getting hurt?
No. Though I did used to intentionally press on my gums because the pain felt kinda good? Yeah, I need a dentist...
68 - Are you good at holding back your tears?
When you gotta cry, you cry, man.
78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone?
If I have, it’s usually as a joke.
80 - How can you prove your love to someone?
Listen to them talk about something that doesn’t interest you
81 - What are you thinking right now?
I should go to bed but I’d rather watch Whose Line clips
82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts?
A family friend from Vegas
83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase?
None that are surfacing atm, but I’m sure it’ll pop up when I’m trying to sleep
84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel?
Yes. It’s actually really difficult for me not to articulate how I feel, so if that happens, it’s pretty bad.
85 - Did you ever badmouth someone?
Yeah, I’m kind a shit talker and I’d like to stop.
86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone?
Not usually. People don’t like to confront me.
87 - Do you have trust issues?
Kind of. I don’t believe in people’s permanence, so I’m always thinking that if they themselves don’t leave me, something else will happen to them.
88 - Are you broken-hearted?
No, but my spirit kinda is. (This is the anxiety talking)
89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”?
98 - What should you be doing right now?