#nichtus

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Because I don't like being a hypocrite:

This is pretty much for Steven, although feel free to read.

Ok, so obviously I didn't appreciate the post. Like you know from my reblog how I feel about that, so if you want to discuss that cool, if not, also cool.

To be honest, there have been a few other things that you've done that have left a bad taste in my mouth, specifically use of "cunt" and other misogynistic language, and pretty much any reblog from hatey-mchaterson or tinyblacktears, because I don't really like or agree with either of them.

The abrasive way you say your opinions, and the over-concern about having anything to do with SJ's, were also points of contention, but because I dislike confrontation to a somewhat extreme degree, you weren't ever really made fully aware of this.

There isn't any reason to expect that your views will change, and I don't know where to go from here.

If you want to talk, I'll be here. If not, well, I guess I'll still be here, because this is the internet, and not some airport with a plane I'm boarding in an hour :p

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When did you first realize you were Otherkin? (also, thank you for the insight into your follow!)

Well you're welcome~

As to this question. I've used the label Otherkin for a year and a half. I've always felt like myself though, pretty much as long as I can remember. I've always been me and Me. I realized that everyone else was different over a decade ago, however. How I saw/see others was always "cute and imaginative" and in hearing that I realized that how I see myself was not the typical view. I see myself as everyone sees me, but I see myself as how I feel too. Fur, wings, ears, tail, spines, the whole kit-n-kaboodle.I used to label 'Furry' about seven years ago (denying it openly for almost the whole time) when I found that, grasping to understand what I was and why that was different from others. It's not that it's bothered me to lack a label, in that I can't really care much less. What I had wanted was to know there are others out there, maybe not just like me. Dracor like me. But at least be them and Themselves. 

Sorry that I forked into another sort of response really. But that's how I best explain that there was a time, but it was not a separation of self, but a separation of others. I've never considered myself separated. 

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nichtus replied to your post: Pre-drafting my coming out letter

I’m here for ya, man. Hold strong.

<3

Actually writing it right now, gonna mail it Monday. I was gonna mail it Yesterday, but I remembered that Sunday is my brother's birthday, and I didn't want to mess with his day.

It's just a very odd thing to have to do, and like I said, I don't really know what to put beside "guess which of your sons is in college and gay?".

The tone is also ridiculously appeasing, I'm am so fucking good at that. I've had years practicing how to not even step near anyone's toes, much less on them.

(I practically walk on the ceiling)

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nichtus replied to your post: I'm sort of casually outing myself

This isn’t gross, it’s hilarious and adorable and awesome. You, sir, are awesome.

Aww, thanks.

Yeah that tag was more for the tag I deleted after thinking about it, so it doesn't make much sense? Sometimes that happens where I'll write something, go "oh shit why did I even think this" and then deletedeletedelete <-- I now have a Doctor Who poster with cybermen that says exactly this! I also got one that was scenery-porn that has Chinese on it (that I thought was Japanese at first, but then realized there was no hiragana, so nope)