“Do you think we’re bad people?”
Nick’s eyes shoot wide open. “What?”
“Do you think we’re bad people?” Avory repeats her question, more pointed this time.
She sits in the tub, red water up to her waist. She wrings her hands over and over, displaces the blood. Either way, she remains covered in carnage. Normally, she’s energized after a fight, as if she emerged from the pit reborn with all the energy and zeal of a child. Tonight, she is listless.
He shifts in his seat, inhales a shaky breath of nicotine. “No, I don’t think we’re bad.”
“Really?” Avory cocks her head in his direction. “Because I killed someone tonight.”
“Someone who would have killed you.”
“Not if someone else hadn’t told her to.”
They look away from each other, down at their hands. His smooth and still, hands that did nothing while she glares at hands that bruised and broke, strangled and choked.
Softly, she says, “We left her body in the street to rot.”
“What else could we have done with her?”
“Something else!” Her fists pound water.
Splashes of rose colored water soak his feet.
“Something else.” She whispers.
Nick stares at the side of her face, sullen eyes that bore holes into the wall in front of her. Already, the pit is taking its toll. What started off as wrestling turned to fights for survival, for glory, of which she claimed none. A bath and food was her reward. Life, her only trophy.
He wants to tell her that it’s only temporary. A means to an end. One day, they’ll move on and leave the Reds behind them. But there’s no light at the end of the tunnel yet. The body on the sidewalk could have easily been hers. Another street urchin no one would miss, no authority would trouble himself with, another piece of trash tossed aside.
So he leans over, rests a hand on her shoulder and gives a firm squeeze. He hopes that when they do get to the end, there’s any light left for her at all.