#nightmarelog

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I could feel the paperclip unfolding in my throat.

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Nightmare log 9:

Short one, but I didn’t expect it to turn into such a strange nightmare.

In this dream I was walking home in a group of people, only two of which that I recognize from real life, the others I don’t remember their faces. As we’re walking down the street, I say I want to walk home through the forest, my friend says that I shouldn’t because they don’t want me to go playing with the haunted stuff there, ( Referring to the Burnt up doll from my first nightmare log and the house it was in)

So I say “ Don’t worry, I just wanna walk that way and look.”

The entire group ends up walking through the woods with me, and we find a sewer grate and that same friend apparently always takes those as a short cut to get home. So we go in the sewers instead since we got a little lost in the woods. The sewers are dark and look like a platformer level in a video game, but on each side platforms are layered and lined with ladders to climb. As we all continue on close together, we get more and more lost, and at one point I find a somewhat off putting doll in a red dress with black eyes. I sing a little chant and the doll comes floating to my arms with glowing eyes. 

We continue in the sewers, i’m holding onto the doll rather tight, each time we find a man hole and go to see if its the one we need its not and leads to nothing or something strange like a persons house thats much to big and makes us look like ants. Then the sewers get darker, and darker, and I can hear chanting music in my head as we continue. My throat starts to feel like i’ve swallowed a paperclip, but it feels like the end of it is bent outwards in a straight line. The chanting changes as we continue multiple times and as it does the paperclip feeling in my throat feels even worse, as if its unbending and scratching up my throat. 

Then I woke up.

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Hiding in the basement.

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Nightmare log 6:

I received a large amount of texts from my mom's bar patrons asking me if i've checked up on her lately and that they're concerned about her safety since there's been a serial killer in town and they keep finding bodies. Nobody has seen her for days and people are sending me articles and other scary shit. I ask mike to drive me and elliot to her house and when I get there we start looking around for her but cannot find her anywhere.

I get a video call from somebody and pick it up, their video is  not on but I think mine was, he tells me if I want to see my mother again I must comply with him immediately. He convinces me to go to a location nearby to meet with him and I agree, as i'm walking out of the house still on call I mouth to mike and elliot to follow me before I walk further down the street to a house on the end. I walk up to the door and the man on the phone tells me to ask for a specific guy, mike and elliot are in mikes truck slowly trailing behind me.

I knock on the door and an elderly lady opens up, she has one of those bead curtains in her doorway behind the door, except its little strips of plastic. I've hung up at this point and I ask the elderly woman if the guy is there to which she tells me he's in the basement and to come on in inside. After I enter I take note of a teenager sitting on the couch and a baby somewhere. I continue down to the basement and a creepy tall pale dude with really short black hair greets me, I ask him where my mom is and he leads me further into the basement, I can see a cut and dug hole in the corner of the room that seems to lead down to another room as if people are supposed to be pushed in and kept inside. He leads me to a tool bench and starts scaring me telling me that i'll be joining her but first he has to do the best part of business first. I start shaking and crying and asking him if he's going to hurt me, please don't hurt me and all he can do is gently pull me forward by my arm and turn on a belt sander. He gives me a sickly smile as he tries to comfort me saying things like hush hush don't cry, you're so cute it almost makes me not want to do this, etc. 

Once he gets close enough and i'm leaning into him a bit, I grab him by his neck and shove him head first into the belt sander holding him there until it sands through a good portion of his head as he screams, blood is spattering out the other end of it as I shake harder. I don't bother looking inside the hole, although I feel like my mother is inside. As I run up the basement stairs The elderly lady runs at me to which I push her out of the way and run out the side door. As i'm leaving I can see men circling the baby in the back yard with guns and I get inside mikes truck and scream at him to drive and get out of there now, don't try to carefully pull out just fucking go now! 

To the justice center, as we drive I explain what happened and constantly feel like i'm being watched by people like the man like its some sort of secret society, as we enter the justice building and we're walking around, I spot another lolita up on the second floor looking down on us over a rail, I scream at her that I know who she is and other profanities as I rant on to Elliot and Mike about the possibility of people following us. As I reach a woman in the department I begin to tell her what had happened, and she brings up a picture on her computer of a recent victim. It was a large woman tied and bound naked with string and piercings in an uncomfortable position, crying with smeared makeup and other injuries, right after that I woke up and right now as I type this I'm trying to calm down from it.

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Nightmare Log 1:

I’ve decided to start recording my nightmares on here to see if theres some kinda psychological thing behind it that I can read into I guess???

So first things first: I’m going to type down a reoccurring theme in a certain set of nightmares I keep having.

Airplanes crashing, I keep having nightmares where Airplanes come crashing down onto the street in front of me and usually it ends with me dying from it. Usually i’m not even myself in those dreams but some weird person I don’t know.

When I was a child I had a nightmare where I stood in my basement at the time, night time, all alone. Worms started eating through my skin and making big holes, and I just slowly started to get hallowed out by them until I woke up.

A very memorable nightmare I had sometime last year had to do with a major fear of mine; Medical bags of blood and blood in general in mass amounts, Hospitals. I was laying back on a hospital table, iv’s in me and other needles and doctors started opening the bags of it and making me drink it, and I remember shaking and feeling like I was choking as they kept making me drink it and I remember feeling it splatter all over me as they just kept pouring. I woke up in a cold panicky sweat from that one.

Another nightmare from around last year: I had a Dream that I went to a forest with my Mom and Elliot, and we wondered around to take pictures and stuff for my Visual communications class, and we found this burnt house, and went inside to take pictures. Inside we found a burnt up doll that Elliot ended up hitting, and the doll followed me as we left, and for some reason I knew I was cursed by it, and I went to my Viscom teacher, and told her and she told me I would be fine, and the lights went out then I woke up.

Another one I had, I was in a convenience store in the middle of the night, and everyone was looking outside horrified and staring at something. When I went outside I went to the car a woman was in to see if she was okay, and she screamed and said that ‘they’ were coming, before driving off. I looked out the little parking lot into the foggy night and there were these giant dog like things running around and barking and growling and stuff. One of them jumped at me but my mom drove into the parking lot and got me into the car where Elliot was to. She began driving us out of there quickly, and cut through this park, driving slowly without the lights on because the dogs were everywhere looking for people to eat. We got to a main road and the dogs were running after cars, knocking some of them over and it was just really scary cause everyones screams in the nightmare were just so loud and genuine sounding. We drove home and pulled into the driveway, and I woke up.

There was another dream I had that took place in this same version of my town, a few actually, some nightmares, some not.

I was getting out of school, and began walking the one road home alone because my friends left without me, and the road for some reason turned into this tall treed forest, and it as night time and there was just a big forest. I got lost in it trying to get home, and found a cottage where an old witch sat in a chair, surrounded by pictures of princesses, and told me it was about time I came home, because I had to join the others. And she put me into the pictures with magic, and I turned into this sugary princess stuck in this false bubblegum pink world??? It was weird.

Another one where I was walking home in that world, this time that road was a park, and I was walking a tall hill to get home, and As I was passing two people they kept saying that there was something there in that forest that follows people, and that if it follows you you’re supposed to ignore it for some reason? So I looked to my side and in the bushes there was this wooden doll boy watching me and following me as I walked. Then I woke up.

Another one where I was bored at home, so I left and went to the park mentioned in the above one, and in the back of the park there was like this chuck-e-cheese slide/tunnel part I went to play in. It was a maze and I remember it slowly getting more disturbing as I continued on wards into it, and there was skin stapled to the walls? It was just really off putting.

- A nightmare in which a girl and I were looking to move into this nice house for college or something, it was night time when we went and really nice, We began looking around and the realiter took my friend outside to go get snacks or something, and I was left in the house alone and it just started looping me through the place, like I would go into one room, and end up in a different one, and it would keep happening, I ended up trying to escape and there were these little creepy things watching me from the tables as I kept looping through the place. Eventually I found this note that said “ Mommys not here so Daddy can hit me” With an eye scribbled at the bottom of it. Eventually I got outside and started running and running but each time I closed my eyes I was in the yard of the house, and I just kept trying to get away from there and I was screaming, and when I looked inside the window of the house, there was a silhouette of a kid standing there, with the scribbled eye over his face. And In a distorted creepy voice I heard him say, “ Mommys not home, so Daddy can hit me.” And I woke up.

I had a nightmare where I fell through the floor of a house into a creepy red fleshy basement, with a glowing pit and wires hanging everywhere, and there were dead animals everywhere with their guts just out on display... It was a gross one.

Then there was the Dream where I was in my animal crossing town, and everytime I talked to someone, their text box would glitch out and just say ERROR in bright red over and over again. And eventually the sky started to glitch out, and I saw my little avatar hanging in the abyss of static that kept breaking through the glitching textures in the sky.

Last nights nightmare had to do with bugs and maggots and parasitic worms...

I was sitting in a room I don’t remember ever seeing, and I was panicking and trying to jump on the furniture away from and they were all crawling and squirming around on the floor, table, everywhere. They kept falling from the ceiling and crawing towards me, those white little worms squirming and scrunching, thousand leggers jittering in circles, spiders crawling up the walls, white caterpillars crawling towards me. I ended up running to another room and slamming the door shut, but they just kept crawling through the cracks of the doors, and touching me. Then I woke up.

I’ll post one of these each time I remember or have a new nightmare. The Tag i’ll be using for this is Nightmarelog for those who wanna block it.

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Nightmare log 10:

I was a child with my elementary school class, and my best friend at the time. Our teacher was my highschool world history teacher though for some reason. 

We were on a field trip to this place in the middle of nowhere. It was a tall old building, with windows on the front, and the sides of the building but not the back. The field stretched a good while, and was enclosed by forest, with the bus sitting on a dirt road a little further from the building. The grass and surrounding land were pretty dull color wise.

We went inside and all sat at desks on the first floor, to the side of us, there was a stair well that lead upstairs, and the wall behind the stair well had a door to the basement room and across from that door was the back door.

We all sat in our seats and listened to the teacher tell us a story, a strange bird monster appeared and chased us down to the basement room. We sat down there scared for a moment before I decided to rush up the stairs and out the adjacent back door, they were following but as I turned the corner of the house I was alone. It was like i’d gone back in time like a loop, I looked through the windows and saw my class sitting there along with another me.

Running inside, I surprised the teacher and warned him that we all needed to leave immediately. He looked from me to my other self, who was smiling back at me as she sat next to my best friend. The teacher told everyone to hurry back onto the bus, and my other self seemed to disappear in that moment as we all filed out to the bus.

One of my classmates yelled out that there was a big black dog running towards us from the forest, and I was confused, because it was supposed to be a bird monster not a dog. When I looked out to the field, my best friend was in her desk out in the field on the phone with her mom. The ‘Dog’ Was running at her from the woods, however it wasn’t actually a dog? It was invisible except for its eyes and parts of its ‘feet’ ( Look bellow for illustration). It was running at her, and both the classmate that called out and I were running to her as well. In sheer angry panic I yelled for my classmate to throw me something to stab it with, and he grabbed a pitchfork that seemed to be made of thin malleable metal ( Sort of like how when you rip a pop can open). I chucked it at the “Dog” and we both managed to chase it back to the wall of the building.

Before I woke up I was standing over it as its body began to appear more clearly, with the metal wrapped around like a sharp choke wire in my hands, slowly going down towards its ‘Neck’ repeating “I’ll kill you” over and over again.

This one didn’t really scare me as much, but I feel like its a weird enough dream to warrant recording. 

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Nightmare log 8:

Recent nightmares and one thats older I don’t think I posted about before.

Older one: 

I was spending the night at an old friends house, and for some reason I was still in school in this dream. While we tried to sleep in her living room the lights went out, and we started to go down to her basement to restart the power. Once we did, we opened a door in the basement that took us to a weird version of our school. This version of our school had giant building blocks replacing certain parts of the walls, and as we explored the school we found that some weird elmo not elmo Red guy from dhmis not red guy thing was following us. By the end of it we were rushing to go back through the door that lead to her house before god knows what.

Newer ones:

The first one was that I was getting up in the early morning for work ( I’m usually up before the sun is) and as I was getting dressed a voice called out to me from the hallway that it was time to get up and go to work. As I looked out into the hallway, the dim hall way night light was all that lit up the hall and my room. I went to turn on a lamp and the lights in the room but as I tried they instantly flickered out in a dim haze. I was terrified because of this foreboding feeling that something was going to come upstairs, and then I woke up.

The second one was the night after, I dremt that a regular of mine ( Never talked to him but my subconscious was like hey you see this guy every day) had broken into my house in the middle of the day while I was home alone with Elliot and two other friends. We stood in the basement horrified and as we realized he was coming inside the house and everybody hid in these small hiding spots that completely hid them. I was panicking to see where I could hide because the only two spots open were the very old styled standing shower ( Its covered in spider webs and bugs) and the room behind a door ( This is an actual door we have in our basement, however the room behind it is just a storage room.) The base of the door was the only part open and the top of the door was nailed shut with a board, as I crawled through to the next room I hid behind a shelf and peeked out as the man stepped into the basement and looked around for us. The dream ended rather quickly with the police appearing outside the house and coming to take him away.

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Nightmare log 7:

I had these a couple nights ago and kept forgetting to post about them.

1-

This entire dream happened in a very stylistic scribbly Tim burton meets JTHM art style.

A mother and father are divorces with a teenage son and a young daughter, the young daughter leaves her mothers house and goes to her fathers manor. Her father is rich and seems to be very important, but he loves her dearly and while she’s there she is allowed to explore the manor under the watchful eye of his personal body guards. She’s happy, He’s happy, nothing is going wrong. 

The mother and son find out where she’s gone off to and call close family and the police, everyone believes that the father is going to hurt the daughter and abuse her for some reason. As the daughter is there in the manor; The Mother, Son, Uncle, and Police sit outside watching through the tall windows. They call the house at various points to talk to the girl, while she’s coloring, reading, and playing with servants. They keep asking her if she’s okay, if she really wants to be there, is he hurting her, as they talk through the phone it doesn’t matter who it is the voice seems to sound female. The little girl is fed up and tells them she loves her dad, why would he do that?

Slowly they start to make her worry, and frightened she goes to her father and says “ You’d never hurt me right daddy?”

The father is furious, he seems to glare out the window at the mother and everyone else. He is slowly consumed by a black substance, and he is heartbroken as he tells his daughter he loves her and would never bring her harm. With a kiss to the head, he seems to be dragged off and turned to black dust that gets swept away into the cracks of the wall, along with the servants and guards. 

The little girl is left standing in the middle of a large manor foyer, staring down at what she’s holding now with tears pouring out of her eyes. She’s holding two pairs of disembodied hands, one seem to be her fathers, and the other her mothers.

2-

This one was a huge mess and I didn’t get the whole gist of it, but I was on a large cruise ship with a bunch of friends and co workers I liked, there was a giant Halloween store on board and a Candy store. While i’m walking through  the Candy store I note to myself that I don’t have a lot of money in my dream, and a woman walks up to me, drops thousands of dollars infront of me and tells me to follow her. I take the money shocked and do as she asks, she then tells me she needs and Heir or whatever to take her place as an assassin or something and i’m forced to kill everyone on the boat if I want to live.