Jan 6
pinup girl in an la world
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pinup girl in an la world
Prelude
here we are, sitting together by the water while the city dancing in billions lights and I am still too afraid to lean on your shoulder the moon, peeking shyly in a distant night mist, slowly falling down and U are still too afraid to move closer thousands words and myriad questions bottled up, feeling my heart with eerie constelations that I secretly picked up from your eyes suddenly u tighten ur hold on my palm… and I just can’t help to think,, how perfect we would be.
actually, darkness didn't exist. we define the darkness by measuring the amount of light that can pierce through a medium... darkness itself don't have any equivalent or exact measurement... so, whenever u feel like drown in pitch black darkness, always remember that u can get over it even with the tiniest lighter. good night sweetheart,
even so...
I wouldn’t let this night to pass before I let u know that I still care despite u being sort of maddening rascal life is too short for us being so pety for love is something that’s given for free I don’t need you to define my heart and I know that I stay bcoz my heart telling me so.
this should be enough for tonight
actually, it wouldn’t be much trouble for me if u are not that interested to invest ur time I am the kind of a girl that sang loudly under pouring rain on my way home, even when forgot to bring my raincoat -again the kind that even then stopped n watched in awe the thunderstorm that cutely teasing the moody night sky I am a girl who would and always could get myself home when that stupid car decided to sulk and making riot in dead midnight -again so know that I am now giving u a previledge to hold me close, share secret and pillow talks not bcoz I will secretly counting stars, wailing to the moon if you didn’t but I wouldn’t care you settled me for less.
secret
it sadden me for no matter how I amused u I am not the good girl u once knew anymore and I wish I had the courage to let u realize. -Iris