sure, and his name is still elias ryker, or micky fucking serendipity.
‘ yeah, you gave me a name. ’
if there’s the slightest hint of placed emphasis, a name, not your name, he lets it hang between them, and then moves on. ( the trouble, flicking his gaze over her face, is that he could be looking at himself -- younger, scrappier, but still too old around the eyes. the kind of kid that leaps from being a kid to being an adult and gets left holding all the shrapnel and wreckage of having missed out on the middle. )
but that’s all just noise, under the smoothing, pressing weight of envoy persuasion, the steadiness in the gaze that turns onto her. he doesn’t quite know, yet, where she’s come from, but that feeling, that he’s looking at himself, speaks volumes. people don’t lie, perform, like that without being taught -- conditioned -- to, and she’s no envoy, but it’s something close.
the trouble for her is that he’s older, has been in this game longer and deeper, and whatever conditioning she has, it doesn’t run so bone-deep as his ( not so integral that it all but taught her how to think, how to eat, how to breathe ), and it won’t be up to snuff, not to withstand for too long the heavy, taming waves of we’re all friends here, i’m not going to hurt you that the envoy persuasion gives off. ( it helps that he means it, this time, though, admittedly. he’ll grant her that much leeway. -- but, well. two birds, one stone. she’s resourceful. he doesn’t quite know what for, yet, but the corps intuition’s saved his hide over half a hundred times. makes it worth heeding. not a bad contact to have, for however long he’s staying here. )
‘ look, i get it. you’re running your own shit, you don’t need someone stepping on your toes. that’s fine. i’m not here to make trouble for you. but you should know someone’s been tailing you for the past hour. and seeing as you haven’t noticed, i’m gonna say they’re good. maybe even better than you. so you have a decision to make. door one, you can keep lying, and handle it yourself, for better or worse. or, door two, you can give me something to go on, and you and i can figure something out. ‘cause it looks to me like you could use a friend right about now. ’