Just a little appreciation post to my two angels during this past week and the many other angels I had from this platform when I've possibly experienced the most traumatising event I could ever experience.
I'm not gonna go into details because I want to spare everyone the negativity of what happened, none of you would need to even fathom or imagine what happened.
But all I can say is that if it wasn't for these two: @glassesandkim and @orthoglasses.. I wouldn't knkw how I would be or what would have become of me.
Most of my followers already know I've been in isolation since 2 weeks ago and I've received so much support from you guys especially kind words from @schmico-ing and @missinghayes
I also have anon/s who visited me to distract me and be with me, whoever you guys are thank you so much.
The moment what happened, happened.. Crista and Sibel have been my backbone. They've helped distract and made me feel normal when nothing was normal. They indulged in my crazy simping because that was how my defense mechanism kicked in. They listened when I needed to let out my emotions (which believe me I do not do very often until this happened) and were just overall amazing support system for me.
We've only known each other what? 2 months? But I feel like you guys were sent to me at the most perfect timing and if I didn't go out of anon and not come back to Tumblr... I can't fathom what this whole 2 weeks wouldve been without you two.
It may also sound a bit far fetched but I guess if it wasn't for Schmico as well.. I wouldn't have found this small, intimate bubble we have as Schmico fans and I really appreciate all of you who has left me well wishes.. Both who I can tag and also my anons who jumped in and tried to support me.
I can't thank you enough to be honest but really from the bottom of my heart. Thank you, thank you, thank you. ❤❤❤
I'm not 100% okay but I will get there.. Just know that I really appreciate all of you.
