Walkabout [Part I]
Trying his best to settle himself back into his body was proving harder than expected as Roman watched his own placid features barely shifting with the attempt, and in frustration he attempted to smack his corporeal self only to have his hand flit through the head. The sharp jolt suddenly running him his arm felt like a live current however, a series of images from his own childhood passing by swiftly in front if him as though he were watching it from the backseat of a car and there was heat——Pensacola summer heat and the smell of meat roasting over a backyard earth oven and the faraway sound of his mother’s voice and the feeling of foreboding in front of a large door he recognized as that of his old principal in grade school.
With a surge of effort he pulled back as hard as he could, stumbling several paces back as a gaze now wild with animalistic confusion never left the still-unmoving body on the bed and he tried to make sense of—— Dreams. They were dreams. They had to be. Weren’t they?
The soft moan and whimper from the other side of the bed had him quickly crossing the room to perch close to where Nikki was asleep and the way her features were contorted with fear and pain and all the things that alarmed him made him swear up a storm, more so that it was clear he couldn’t wake her up by normal means.
"Nik? Nik c’mon it’s me!" Said the man urgently as he tried to gently tap at her face before a thought occurred to him that if he had seen dreams swirling away in his own mind before this, then there was no reason he couldn’t do the same to her. With barely a second’s worth of hesitation, Roman pressed his forehead to her own and the feel of a livewire current running down his spine this time almost made him pull back had it not been for what looked to be a little girl cowering within the rapidly shifting expanses of her dreamscape. Those expressively wide eyes staring back at him with the same shock no doubt portrayed in his own made him push further so he could try and reach out for the tiny paw that was frantically trying to scrabble for his as the thing, the huge shadowy thing with a vaguely familiar silhouette loomed in the distance.
"He’s coming! Hurry please!" The shrill voice yelped out in a panic as the waifish girl fighting back tears underneath her mop of heavy brown locks reminiscent of a Shetland Pony tottered on her tiptoes trying to reach for him and the last hold he had to the outside world was completely forsaken when he finally saw the shadow-thing’s face.
"He’s going to kill me!"
"No he won’t, sugar britches." Roman assured her swiftly as he scooped her up safely in his arms and cradled her head upon his shoulder so she couldn’t see the thing that was rapidly approaching them with fire in its eyes, and while Roman would normally have thrown himself into a fight with anything wearing the face it wore, the fact that it was at least twenty feet tall with teeth that were filed down to unnatural points displayed in a sneer that seemed to spread from ear to ear made his fight or flight instincts err on the side of caution.
"Don’t look behind, a’ight? We’re gonna run for it real fast."
Any doubt he’d ever had on his chances at Olympic hurdles was ground to dust underneath the crunch of his boots——wait, where did his Shield gear even come from?——as a mad dash across the desolates plains ensued. The BA-THMP! BA-THMP! of heavy footfalls crashing haphazardly behind him reminded Roman of the way his own heart was hammering maddeningly against its ribcage as he hurtled forward in a kinetic explosion of muscles working down to their very last fibre even as the shadow of the creature loomed every closer behind them.
"GIVE HER TO ME! GIVE ME WHAT IS MINE, BOY!" The thunderous roar almost blew out his eardrums as Roman felt the shockwaves underneath him and the ground shook and twisted so his stumbled in his steps and tripped though instinct made him maneuver himself so the child in his arms was shielded from the fall.
He couldn’t run anymore. He could barely breathe, but the red-hot heat that was building up in his core had reached boiling point and was beginning to spill over molten drippings of wrathful rage as Roman got to his feet and held on to the little girl as fiercely as she was to him.
"OVER MY DEAD BODY, DAVE!" Came the snarl, and he barely notice the deepening of his baritone to an almost guttural, beastly growl as light swirled around him seemingly with a life of its own. All he could see were the stitches in Joelle’s arm after her ordeal with the man, the fear in her eyes whenever they had headed out soon after and Dave’s taunts of leaving her to starve in a nameless basement rang in his ears as an affirmation for how much hatred he had accumulated in barely a year for the remorseless, tattooed behemoth.
"AIN’T YOURS TO HAVE SO SIT YOUR ASS //BACK!!!//"
The last word barely sounded human and the sudden blast of whitish-blue light blinded him for a moment, but whatever had transpired had worked enough that the Dave, now smelling strongly of burnt flesh took several steps back with an agonized scream as swirling energy too fast for his eyes to register yet emitting what vaguely sounded like a chorus howls which grew louder and louder pushed the beast back until it had crashed over a hill attempting to get away from the furious flurry of which Roman couldn’t explain its source.
Whatever light remained however dimmed as they left until it was dark as night as a vague sense of unease began to slowly tendril from the shadows in the back of his mind, though the girl in his arms seemed barely perturbed by it.
"Is he gone?" She enquired quietly, looking up for the first time from his collarbone where her face had been buried since he’d taken her into his care.
"Yeah. For now I think." Roman murmured back, setting her down carefully even as he remained alert for any sound that would suggest the damn thing wasn’t quite as gone as he’d like to imagine.
"We should leave before he decides to come back, and I ain’t sure what the hell that was but I’m not bankin’ on lightning striking twice, sugarpie. You alright?"
"Yes sir. I think so." Came the polite reply as she clung to his hand still and he gripped it reassuringly.
"Thank you. He tries to hurt me a lot. He has killed me many times too. It is very painful every time, but mama hurts more."
The calm, casual way in which she explained her predicament chilled his blood, though not as severely cold as the faint sound of weeping growing louder somewhere nearby did. It was Nikki’s weeping, and while his normal instinct was to check on her wellbeing, this instance had the small hairs on the back of his neck standing on ends as the girl led him upon a meandering path in the darkness to a dim source of light which tinted everything around it a deep red.
It was hard to mistake the figure hunched over a bundle in her arms for someone else and Roman felt the roof of his mouth go dry as he watched Nikki hold on to the raw, vaguely human remains of an unborn child.
"I killed her." The young woman whispered in hushed, haunted tones as she looked up at them with a glassy, empty gaze of someone that had spent far too long crying.
"I killed my baby. He told me to do it. He promised me——-I was so stupid. She would have been so beautiful."
"But she is." The girl spoke up brightly and Roman watched as she knelt down next to Nikki and places tiny hands on the remains. There was something to be said for the sight of a fully-formed baby, all flushed skin and flailing, chubby arms slowly regenerating before his eyes as the piercing sound of a newborn’s plaintive cry filled the air.
"Isn’t she?"
"She’s got your eyes, darlin’." Roman nodded in agreement, breathing a soft sigh of relief even if a deeper part of him ached knowing that it was here and here alone that Nikki could escape from the sobering reality of the situation and he bent down to tenderly tuck away several strands of hair behind the shell of his wife’s ear so she could see the rosy-cheeked baby in her arms clearly.
"Prettiest eyes this side of the Milky Way."
The smile that she offered him was the one of the brightest, most serene ones he had seen on her as she nuzzled the newborn lovingly and cooed sweet nothings over the soft singing of a lullaby which made to calm the crying down to a contented burbling.
"Hush, little baby, don’t say a word. Mama’s gonna buy you a mockingbird And if that mockingbird won’t sing, Mama’s gonna buy you a diamond ring….”
A kiss was pressed upon the baby’s forehead as she fell asleep in Nikki’s arms and the hispanic beauty lifted gaze to meet Roman’s once more.
"I think I’ll name her Cleo. A name fitting for the smallest of queens."
"That’s my name, yes." The prim manner in which the older version of the child sat with her hands folded on her lap watching the proceedings made Roman nod in earnest agreement when the ground shuddered and thundered again, and all semblance of tranquility as the red light gave way to a golden warmth had died down to alarm as all three got to their feet instantly.
"He’s coming back." Cleo instinctively ducked behind him once more as he held on to the girl’s hand and shielded her from view while the familiar shadow loomed once more in the horizon.
"I know, princess. He ain’t gonna hurt you, I promise." Came the promise as Roman grit his teeth and steeled himself for whatever abomination it had managed to contort itself into in its short absence.
"He won’t take my baby away. Not this time." Nikki said resolutely as she clung to her child as though she was cradling the holy grail before worriedly throwing a glance over at where the former gridiron captain and her older daughter were.
"You have to go. Keep her safe."
"Nik, I ain’t leaving you to deal with that asshole on your own!" He retorted heatedly though the glare of cold fury silenced him right after and the feeling of a hurricane blowing right in his face kicked up.
"GO NOW!" Her voice boomed out once more with the fierce love and fury of a mother bear and the Samoan swiftly picked Cleo up inti his arms without further hesitation.
"KEEP HER SAFE!"
The world seem to spin around him, wind and howls and the vague presence of something else, three somethings by his side in the whirlwind of distorted sounds and rapidly flickering images of past and present meshed together that made him nauseous and as he fell backwards with the child nestled on his chest it was to recognize that the ceiling overhead was that of his bedroom’s.
"Is mama going to be okay?" Cleo enquired concernedly as she stared at Nikki who was deep asleep, features stern and stone-like as compared to the fear and pain from before.
"Your mama’s a fighter, sugar britches. She’ll give that twat the fight of his damn life." Roman stood up, frowning at the sight of his own body still not awake despite everything that had transpired. Clearly he wasn’t about to wake up anytime soon.
"You and I though, we got us a few things we need to figure out….."









