#nilem posts

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For all the bug lovers out there, just know that in France there is a place where you can make a vow to protect all the bugs. You sign it by putting your finger in ink and pressing on a "contract".

It's more aimed at kids but adults do, sometimes, sign it. I did. My lover did. When they want to break the vow I remind them. You can't hurt this fly. You made the vow.

It's in a zoo entirely made for arthropods with some that are captive and others free, in a place that attracts a lot of biodiversity. It's called Micropolis.

That's a picture I took on the path made to attract many arthropods.

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Saitis barbipes

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I have seen this a thousand times and I can't have enough. I won at the cat lottery.

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Uh. Turns out I'm going to live alone again, at 33 years.

I will take my revenge by decorating with unrestrained whimsy and joy. It will be MY little funny place.

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I drew a beard on my face

Not to do the drag king thingy

But to project myself into the man I want to be

I watched my smile widening in the mirror

And took an appointment to get testosterone

I'm a pretty boy.

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Zoropsis spinimana says Trans Rights

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Can you believe this is the same person 8 years apart ? That the miserable goth enby-but-you-can-say-"she"-because-I'm-conflict-avoidant turned into a less miserable and very more assured goth boy ?

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I visited a flat in the city center near my work, near theatres, and mostly, one minute walk from my lover J.

I think L is leaving me slow motion style. Like they don't say it, but the amount of grudge is growing with day passing. Maybe me leaving soon will ease the tension.

The flat in itself feels so small. But I'm the only one interested by it and a lot of equipment is already inside. I don't have to buy a fridge or a washing machine.I'm going to make something good with it. I hope I'll like to live here.