#nine headcanons

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1. What is one word to shut them up?

[I meant to specify Nine for that, sorry lol, im rather fond of his voice tbh]

Me too, friend. Me too. Eccleston has just the most wonderful voice. As for one word that would shut him up... Probably an accusatory word. 

Something like... “Murderer!” or “Monster!” Anything that reaffirms how he feels about himself would shock him into silence.

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11. Do they have any vices?

Nine lives a rather spartan existence, but he may be boastful at times.Twelve is proud and a bit vain.Thirteen is a bit reckless, but in the way a bouncing golden lab puppy doesn’t notice the stairs before they topple down them head over heels.

13. Which of the 7 Deadly Sins best describes them?

Nine: WrathTwelve: PrideThirteen: Lust

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19. Do they consider themselves ugly?

Literally none of the Doctor’s consider themselves ugly. Nine thinks he’s decently handsome. Twelve thinks he’s WAY younger and handsomer than he is. And Thirteen KNOWS she’s gorgeous lol.

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4. Describe their worst nightmare. (FOR EVERY DOCCO)

Nine’s worst nightmare has already been realized. Everything that he had struggled NOT to become ever since he was a kid... he didn’t want to be like the rest of them, power mad and ruthless... He had to become that during the war. He killed everyone he’d ever known or loved. How could anything be worse than that?

Twelve’s greatest fear is failure. I kind of discussed this in an earlier ask, but failure to save people he cares about, failure to do the right thing... He fights so hard for his persona of elusive genius from space, but deep down he knows he’s just an idiot in a box, doing the best he can.

Thirteen... Oh, my sweet Thirteen. Her fear is one I genuinely hope she never has to see come true. She is wildly hopeful, bright like the morning sun, full of light and happiness and an aching eagerness to do MORE, to do BETTER. Her worst nightmare is that none of it matters. None of it ever mattered. For all the pain and death and strife she’s endured, that she’s FINALLY able to look forward with some hope...  she’s terrified it’s all for nothing and the universe and her life is just as shit as it has been since they were a tiny, abused boy hiding in a barn from their father.

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6. What is something that never fails to make them feel sick? (each docco)

They’re all three very similar answers, but under different circumstances for each.

Nine most often feels sick over his past actions. His guilt weighs so heavy on him that if he thinks on it all too long he feels physically ill.

Twelve despises his failures. Failure to save Clara, failure to help Missy, failure to keep his promise to Bill. Those failures sit inside his hearts and eat away at him until he makes himself sick.

Thirteen’s is morning sickness, for her main verse anyway lol. But in all seriousness, she hates her own shortcomings. They give her this terrible pit in her stomach, like she might vomit when she knows she not good enough. If she can’t save someone, or unintentionally causes someone pain... it haunts her.

Heh, I suppose you could summarize and say Nine fears his past, Twelve fears his present, and Thirteen fears her future. Not a blanket statement, of course, but succinct in regard to the question.

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17. What sound always gives them a headache?

Jackie Tyler’s nagging.

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(for Nine)16. Is there anyone who makes them feel inferior?

This is verse dependent, but Nine is an incredibly jealous muse. He always has been, and is more so than Twelve or Thirteen. When he sees his partners with other versions of Nine or even other Doctor’s, he feels inferior. 

He has this big old complex with Eight, actually. Basically the person who can always make himself feel inferior is himself. He’s never good enough as what came before or what will come after.

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44. What’s one thing they wish they could do more often, but can’t? (for Nine)

Admit his feelings. Nine is always so bottled up, so repressed that even when he feels something (and he feels often and powerfully) he finds it very hard to confess. So often he masks it all with a goofy grin and sarcasm. If you are one of the people with whom he can express emotions open and freely, you’re very lucky indeed.