#nine.txt

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i remember the period of my life when i made this blog, i was fifteen and miserable, i was close to the end of high school and the pressure of choosing a college was weighing down on me. i really really wanted to move out to a faraway college campus because my family was so strict on me. frankly, everything and nothing has changed since then. i attend college in my city and i'm about to enter the final semester, i've gotten somewhat good at hiding the fact that i have a boyfriend now, and i am back at square one; i'm hoping i can pursue a master's somewhere far, or up and leave this house some day, because i know i can't thrive here. i've held on for far too long and mother i am still miserable

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does anyone have a livestream?? i've been watching the discord for one but blink aren't on yet so most people aren't streaming yet

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there's a new drug on the streets and it's called the joy and satisfaction of making your own food

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i love mikey way's pathetic cooking

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before i got really into indy i bought a pennzoil jacket (mainly because they're a ferrari sponsor and against my better judgement...#tifosiforever) and so now that i AM into indy i feel. beholden. to penske

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they call me the hometown hero the way i was the only one in my friend group to stay in our hometown

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SHANIA TWAINNNNNN

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