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How do you feel?

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[There's little details in most of these pics, so click/tap the pics to see those better :)] [ Names, Colors and Emotions/Feelings under the cut ]

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Red - Anger Nirvana represents Anger, Rage and Strength

Orange - Fear Hero represents Fear, Danger and Caution

Yellow - Joy Ithuriel represents Joy, Comfort and Happiness

Green - Jealousy Onia represents Jealousy, Envy and Possessiveness/Possession

Blue - Sadness Kyneva represents Sadness, Pessimism and Fragility

Purple - Mystery/Mysterious Roo represents Mysteriousness, Confusion and Frustration

Pink - Love Leo represents Love, Passion and Desire

Brown - Security/Secure Carter represents Security, Resilience and Responsibility

Black - Grief Phoenix represents Grief, Guilt and Isolation

White - Ease Nanel represents Ease, Calmness and Hope

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you know what. fuck it. here's all my tavs that I'm currently playing, am planning to play or have finished 🙂‍↔️

and those are all my tavvys! I included some info abt them in the alt text 💞 I have some fun little gifs of Roo that I may end up posting cuz he's just... so pretty...... 😳🤭

Also I'll just put their guardians under the cut cuz why nawt :3

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Andddd here's a separate post with all the eye shots from this post - Click for HQ :3c

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"When you've fallen, she will come and the sensation to clasp her hand is too strong to pull away from. She's beautiful and kind, but you must open your eyes, She will kill you. Her eyes will leave you frozen, hauntingly white as she sickeningly cracks open her jaw and draws her teeth, but by the time you come to your senses, you'll have drowned in a sorry pool of your blood."

FLASHING gifs under the cut, as well as the unedited stills

Unedited stills

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📩 Simblr question of the day: What are some of your favorite behind-the-scene screenshots? I'm throwing this out to gameplayers, storytellers, renderers and the like :)

thank you anon!! 🫶🫶

this question is from the @simblr-question-of-the-day blog, check em out if you haven't :)

I'm gonna throw in mostly blender (and GIMP) BTS screenshots cuz i dont really have anymore BTS screenshots from sims 4 LMAO (I also ended up throwing outtakes in at the end :))

putting them under the cut cuz theres A LOT 😭

the full body (and prototype) pose of the Nirvana x Vanella post

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"you got any games on yo phone"

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A wip that i never finished,,, but nirvana being hot and seggsy as always (I wish i was that skeleton...)

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I learned how to do text in blender for the first time

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If you ever wanted to know what the BTS for that last scene in the Wake up Roo post looked like, here you go LMAOO

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not much to say about this one, i think it speaks for itself

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whenever I'm doing stuff on GIMP that involves layer modes, I like to go thru pretty much every single mode to see what looks good and sometimes i get fucking flashbanged 😐 (i also usually edit in the dark... so its literally like a flashbang for me)

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And for funsies, here's some outtakes that I rendered and may have edited that I never shared :D

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if you remember my international womens day post, there was this scene, and while it looks similar, this one is actually darker and is supposed to focus more on Nanel's hand placement :) I didnt go with it cuz iirc it didnt look right next to the other panels, but it is very pretty!

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From my emotions/feelings post, this was gonna be the one I used for Roo, but because of the lighting it looks like his mouth is open and not him just showing his teeth in frustration (which was the intent), so I changed it to be closed

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I think you can instantly see something is off with Kyneva's eyes... 😭😭 The lighting made her eyelashes look weird so I had to adjust the lighting to be more central (lots of lighting issues with these panels...)

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So like the others, the lighting was just too dark and I had to add a brighter light 🙃

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As an introduction of the "story" name for Roo and Leo, I was gonna do a post (which is why I learned to make text in blender) where Roo talks about the significance of the word "Hiraeth" in his life, which is that uhhh he learned Hiraeth from Leo lmao. But now he feels "Hiraeth" for Leo essentially. I still like the idea but for some reason I just haven't vibed with the scene and just haven't been motivated to go back and make that scene now esp. since I've introduced the story name now

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I was gonna do a short sequence in the Obsession Desperation post where Leo checks his phone and sees the notifs of Roo texting him, but figured it didn't fit the rest of the post and veto'd it :) But I'm planning/thinking of doing a post where it's Leo's POV/Side-of-things

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OKAYY finally the last one LMAOO This one i've shared before and is still an outtake, but i just love it so much I wish i could just shove it into peoples faces like its a cake. Only reason I didnt use this is bc I didn't have any dialogue that fit this panel and it didnt really fit in with the rest of the panels (this was for the Inner Child post btw), maybe I'll use it in a diff post one day <:P

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2 & 6 for Nirvana!! 🫣

Hi Domi!! Thank youuu :3

Questions from : Pride Ask Game

2, What's your oc's orientation? (Romantic/sexual/platonic alterous ect) Do they have opinions about it?

Nirvana's sexuality (romantic+sexual) is very confusing even for me, albeit I don't know what label her sexuality would be/fit under. Nirvana is primarily, and almost exclusively a lesbian, but only romantically, she would love nothing more than to live the rest of her many many vampiric years with a beautiful wife, but sexually? Nirvana desires men, not.. gonna go into detail, but she would much rather have a one night stand with a man, than a woman. To put it more clearly (or not), Nirvana is romantically attracted to Women and would much rather a long-term relationship with a Woman - Nirvana is NOT romantically attracted to men in any form or capacity - Nirvana is sexually attracted to men, and would much rather a short-term (VERY short) relationship with a man - Nirvana IS sexually attracted to women, but she desires a much more intimate and careful love with a woman, and feels that her own sexual traumas and desires get in the way of being able to sexually enjoy another woman, and also gets WAYY too easily attached to women to just do a one night stand. Nirvana is disgusted by the thought of being romantically involved with a man... (Also she kills most men that she sleeps with. so.) ANYWAYS! Now that we have her romantic/sexual orientation down. Her platonic/alterous preferences are women, she much prefers to befriend a woman. Opinions? Well. She hates her sexuality, because she doesn't know WHAT her sexuality is, and it really does put her in turmoil, but on sexuality/orientation as a whole? I mean ... Do i need to write it out? She's fully for the lgbtqia community 😭😭

6, How does your oc feel about labels? Theirs, or in general?

Uhhh I kinda answered that in the last one 🧍‍♂️ Nirvana enjoys the idea of labels, but she is... very much so not someone who can enjoy and use labels, i mean taking her orientation into account here... yea, labels aren't her thing LMAO She does wish she had a label, there's a sense of dread that trickles over her when she's unconfined, the fact that her sexuality can leak out and overfill or be underfilled... the fact that it can be whatever it wants to be and she doesn't and may never know what it is... definitely stresses her out.

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what do you actually do after you got rid of all earthly desires?

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achieved nirvana but in the worst sense imaginable