brief love proclamations between two pining idiots.
no tw! just some insecurities and type-2 diabetic fluff and light cursing ! ha || gender neutral reader also the character for kayson doesn't belong to me, as it belongs to zsakuva on youtube ! story does though, enjoy !
it’s been almost three years, marking the third anniversary of your relationship with your wonderful boyfriend, kayson. he knows you love him because you never fail to reassure him that— yes, he's an important individual to your life and that you return the same feelings he has for you. however, it’s still incomprehensible to him that you return his feelings back and that you do love him. now don’t get him wrong, he’s grateful that he has you and plans to cherish you until his last breath but it sometimes still baffles him that he managed to get into a relationship with you. you’re an enigma to him that he’s been admiring from afar, but now? you’re with him, content in his presence. it's whatever. he can stress about this in a few hours, all that matters is that he's right beside you, in his arms who is sleeping peacefully, or so he thought.
“it’s 00:19, my love. why are you still up?” you softly spoke, in a hoarse tone. he smiled softly and replied, “I could ask you the same thing. how’d you even know I was awake? god, sometimes you’re too attentive to me. It freaks me out sometimes.” you snickered and then murmured gingerly, “kayson.. c’mon now, it’s not that hard to figure out you’re awake when your grip on my shirt tightens every minute and you pull me closer to you.” you then sighed and intertwined your hand with his hair. kayson is left in a state of shock for a second, he didn’t even notice his actions, and he slowly released his grip. “shit!- I’m sorry, I didn’t hurt you did I?” he sputtered in a panicked voice, afraid he harmed you in any way. “no! no, you didn’t kayson. it was reassuring to me..” you said, sheepishly muttering the last sentence. you heard an audible sigh of relief come from him and returned to his original position.
“you still haven't answered my question, okay.. why are you still up? is something wrong?” you prodded. “a-ah.. kinda..” kayson said in a rushed-out sentence. “maybe you wanna tell me?? y’know I’m always here for you.” you said, a soothing tone exuding from your words. Kayson hummed and tried to get the right words out of his mouth to tell you what was bothering him so much that it ruined hours of sleep he could have gotten if not for his insecurities. “It's fine if you don't wanna tell me, y’know? no rush.” you said, wrapping your arms around him trying to gather his warmth in contrast to the cool temperature of your body. “no! it's not that, I want to tell you what's wrong but it's like… I can't get the right words to tell you..” he said, muttering the last sentence as he runs his hand up and down your back in a response to you embracing him. you hummed in response.
a few minutes passed and Kayson decided to speak up, breaking the peaceful silence.“I think I found the right words…” he said sheepishly. “yeah? wanna tell me?“ you questioned as a warm smile tugged at the corners of your lips. “well to start, it's kinda like— surprising that you're with me, you have me and I have you sorta shit. there's like this underlying thought in my head that you're getting tired of me, now I know you've reassured me but it's still lingering in the back of my mind.” he finally spoke out, his words coming out rushed as a crease in his forehead appeared. he rubbed your back to somewhat subdue him from his thoughts that he believes will soon inundate him.
you gently bit the inside of your right cheek as you hugged him back tightly, reassuring him that you’re not letting go him; not now, not never. you wanted to reassure that his worries weren’t true whatsoever and it was quite the opposite of what you wanted. ‘you didn’t want to assure him, you needed to.’ your mind spoke to you as if it were its own person. the scent of him— the scent of kayson fogged and inebriated your mind and senses into a sleepy, tired mess of what was once clear and what held the words you wanted to profess to kayson. after a few moments of awkward and comforting silence, you spoke up, not wanting to forget your words. “love, your worries aren’t true. they won’t be and they never will, i’m grateful for you and I always will be.” you calmly spoke, slightly in a dazed state from your sleepiness. “i know this might not stop your overthinking, but it’s worth a shot. you’re amazing and i will never and i mean never leave your side.” you continued. after a few minutes that seemingly felt like it was endless, he finally let out a relaxed sigh, his tensed muscles now relaxed as he exhaled.
he pulled you closer and smiled, his gaze on you softened as he kissed your forehead lightly. “thank you, love. i can’t believe someone like you came into my life, i’m so lucky to have you.” he placed his hand on your head and scratched your head with care. soon after, a comforting silence filled the room as the both of you slowly fell asleep in each others arms, the morning after waiting patiently for you both in a few hours.
hope u enjoyed, i put this off for months .. maybe ill do another one if im feeling okay
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