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Dan aku mahasiswi yang diam-diam sengaja lewat area tongkrongannya biar bisa senyum-senyum lihat dia duduk ngopi sambil nyebat

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I saw the last guy i ever love so dearly tonight. His hair longer, he got weird sideburns that kinda makes him look like Rhoma Irama, and visible receding hairline. I still hope he lives a good life.

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My professor from undergrad invited me to the reunion and ngl I'm intrigued. Not because I want to meet my friends, but I want to see the guy I loved so dearly he changed the trajectory of my life lol

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Btw kalo the blue print of my love life jadi masuk islam, speknya jadi kayak Dr. Tirta 🤣🤣

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It's been 7 years since I woke up feeling so light and grateful for the first time. I remembered that morning; my thought wasn't consumed by him but rather about the lack of him. I thought, How could I love someone so deeply and still in one piece? I should be devastated and broken, at least. But not with him. He made me whole. My love for him was so pure to the point that all I wanted was to see him living a happy life for the rest of his life. 

It's been 7 years since the last day I loved him. That day, I came back to Twitter, the media I've been trying to ignore because of bad memories there many years before. I realised that if the bad memories hadn't happened, I would not have met him. From then on, I stand on my ground and try my best to be brave. 

It's been 7 years since him. I met him while he was sleeping next to me; we were on a bus. It was the first time I felt saved again. The last time I loved him, I woke up in the morning. Now, 7 years later, there are many things I don't remember clearly anymore. But I know I will still remember how he made me whole. 

I loved you, C. Happy 34th birthday to you.

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