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Happy Eid Mubarak 1443H ☪️🕌 . . Team Keliling Kampoeng 🤝 Mbah Markiyat 👍🏻 . . . . . Anyway ini foto seadanya, klo udah ngumpul gak kober. Terlihat dari background fotonya ada beberapa helai keset tetangga yg sedang dijemur nampang dstu. Haha 😂 #njir #lebaran2022 #epic #koplak (at Kalijudan Gg 12) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdFByzDvk2X/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[himynameisenggar-blog]

I will remember where the moment when I have to dress neatly and bodied is not ideal #njir #wtf #jakarta

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[arkangates]

Tangan diatas lebih baik daripada tangan dibawah. panas cok kena aspal!

Arkan

[maradesu]

Reposted from my weebly: Just a bit of my feelings *sighs*

You know what guys, I don't feel like I wanna love anybody now. You guys must be surprised when you read this (or not, idk) but lately I don't feel so certain about my own feelings. Well as you all probably know I am now currently falling for a boy who lived in another city, who's also my close friend and a friend with the same taste in everything. But ah, because he's frequently show up and gone from texting me I began to ponder whether my feelings for him were still here in my heart or not. I know you're probably doesn't care about this problem of mine but the heck. I really want to pour this heavy feelings that weighted on my mind ;;w;; Yeah and as I already said 'whether my feelings for him were still here or not' but in reality whenever he texted me I became so, sooo happy despite what subject we are talking or how long it took for him to reply my text back. This is unfair, really. Whenever I say my feelings to him in sentence like, "hey, I might fell for you more" when he did something unbelievably cute to me, he would always, like every time, says "ah please don't give people false hope with your words." What. WHAAAAAT???!! I WAS SINCERE WHEN I TOLD YOU THAT WHY CAN'T YOU TELL OMG HOW DENSE ARE YOU are the words I really want to say to him, with my own voice in front of his face, not by texting him. Alas, I can't do that cause yes, he lives in another city. Now I sounded really desperate.

And oh, yesterday, there was a guy--my friend from middle school time who contacted me really sudden after such a long time. When I first got his message I thought to myself, what, what does this boy want it's really rare for him to message me like this. So okay I play nice and keep replying his messages. And from one message to another I began to know his motive of contacting me again; he's crushing at me. For sure. Well it's just, whenever we talk about something casual, he always says something flattering to me. Of course, I don't fell for that as in my heart is already liking somebody. BUT. BUT THIS JUST NOT FAIR FOR MY POOR HEART. My heart felt like it's been wrecked and chewed around and it's really not a good feeling I don't like this at all please give me my old self if I could choose I would choose to not fall with you. But then if I chose that my life wouldn't be so interesting as in you made everything seems really interesting. But. BUT. AH. PLEASE. JUST TAKE MY FEELINGS AWAY WITH YOU.

It's so hard being a person who loves somebody faraway. I should just- hell, I don't even know what I should do.